Scammer Ekaterina Ekaterina

These were the moving letters I received from this girl.
Luckily I got a hunch about something she wrote(I won't tell what so she won't know what it is).
Exactly the same letters were written to one Michael who reported her here too.

Hi my most desired Frans. I am very glad to receive your letter again.
Thank you that you do not forget about me and always continue write
me, even if I cannot answer you.

I am very glad that have met you! Your letters always radiate so much
light in my dark sky. Thank you for your fine words. Today as well as
always I have seen you in my dreams again!!! You were going to me but
you will not kiss me, you only look and smile, you put your hand upon
my face and look into my eyes. It is a loving feeling but yet you hold
back, not knowing what to do. It is a wonderful feeling, one of
contentment, one of security. I felt myself very strange, I wanted
embrace you my arms, to gently kiss you and tell you everything will
be ok, to feel our passion, to share all things in our beautiful in
life. I would be your sweet heart and soul if you would wish to be in
this way. Frans, you know, in the childhood I dreamed to find the
Prince, with whom I can go on THE Edge OF THE EARTH. Only later, after
many years I understood: in real life I cannot meet prince, only in
dream... and in a fairy tales. There is NO ideal men. But very similar
to an ideal match which is necessary for you, you can find. I can
confidentially tell you, that you are - man of my dreams... I can not
explain an origin of love. I can not explain why woman draws to the
man. And I can not explain why man draws to the woman. It occurs at a
subconscious level. Frans, I know that you feel something to me, and I
feel that my heart is open for your. I need you very much. I do not
present my life without your letters. I know that I want to give you
all my tenderness, which for a long time I saved inside me. Nothing
can be compared to this feeling of filling up somebody's life. The
excitement, which tortures me while I'm waiting for your letters every
day. The feeling, which fills every corner of my heart. Every step I
make is safe, because I feel you around me. You are my dream, you are
my angel, you are my soul, you are my life! I want to be your "Lady in
red", about which sang Chris De Burgh. And I want you to know, that I
have never felt like this before. You brighten my days and give me the
strength to carry on, fighting every day for you. You have shown me
deepest emotions and feelings I've kept inside of me for so long. I
feel that our relations with you develop into something greater... It
so excites my mood. I don't know what I shall do without your
letters... I every day with impatience wait your letters. I always
worry when I see your letter in inbox. These feelings are not similar
on anything.


I want to ask you Frans, what we shall do further... I think that we
should undertake some steps... Because I cannot, I shall not sustain
long dialogue through letters.

Every day I understand that you borrow more, more and more places in
my heart. I for a long time was alone. And our dialogue becomes bigger
than simple dialogue. I am so glad that have met you! You seem to me
man of my dream. And I very much want my dream came true... Frans,
think about it. I shall wait for your letter... As well as always.

Ekaterina dreaming about you...
Hello my dear Frans. Thank you for your warm letter. My heart calms,
when I receive your letter. I cannot tell you what I'm feeling in that
moment. And every day I hope you feel the same as me. I always dreamed
find somebody who would really special for me, who will come into my
life! The one, who would understand me, encourages my efforts and
shares my dreams. As a little girl I dreamed about man which will make
me smile and laughter. Whom I could trust, who will never injure me.

Frans, today I want describe to you my usual daily day, since morning
and till night. At 6:00 roars my alarm clock. I'm not so love my alarm
clock. Because it so loudly roars, every time my head began break up
from this noise. It was earlier... But in last days I wake up quickly
because today I'll see your lovely letter. And because I saw you in
dream. At 6:05 I'm going in bath, and I THINK ABOUT YOU! I wash and I
clean a teeth. At 6:15 I make a small and not so long exercize and
during it I THINK OF YOU! At 6:30 I prepare for a breakfast, as a rule
strong tea or coffee and I warm up a meal, which I have prepared
yesterday, if I haven't it I make a sandwich. I drink tea, I watch TV
and I THINK ABOUT YOU! At 7:15 I leave my apartment and I go to my
work. Usually, if weather good, I'm walking small distance, and I
THINK ABOUT YOU! I like morning walk. I live very far from my work,
anyway then I go by bus. I arrive to work vigorous and cheerful. At
7:55 I go to my cabinet. As rule there already wait for me my
colleagues (all of them my friends). If I have opportunity, I check my
mail. If there is no your message, I receive it later. And when Frans
I see your letter it always, always brings to me so many positive
emotions. It makes all my day CELEBRATING HOLLYDAY. It is the most
long-awaited moment of my day. At 8:00 I began work, and I THINK ABOUT
YOU! I think what I will write you today. I work and I think up my
answer. Because I have no opportunity at once write to you. I should
work. Sometimes I have a lot of work and I cannot write letter
quickly. My letter for you should be written with my soul,
wellwritten. Therefore it borrows a lot of time. At 12:00 a lunch
break and we going in cafe in building near ours. Usually after dinner
I write to you if I didn't do it earlier. Ohh... How strong I worry
during this moment spelling letter for you... My heart beat more
stronger and faster. This such strange sensation... At 13:00 I go
again engage in working affairs, and I CONSTANTLY THINK ABOUT YOU! At
15:30, I with my colleagues make a small break, we drink tea, probably
everybody make it. And I again THINK ABOUT YOU! At 17:00 I go home.
Sometimes it happens later, about 19.00. We with my colleagues leave a
building and we go on a busstop. I sit in the bus with ideas ABOUT
YOU. I think what you do now... May be you have written to me new
letter. Frans, I think about it even after sending you my new letter.
But I do not hurry to check it. Because tomorrow I shall check again
it and I shall wait it with the big impatience. After I leave bus and
I'm going slowly. I feel myself very well because I THINK ABOUT YOU! I
come into apartment... There nobody... Nobody waits for me there...
Sometimes I feel very sadly. I change clothes, I take a shower, and I
imagine that YOU WITH ME! (Smile) After that I have a little rest.
Then I make a supper, alone, but I smile, because I imagine, that YOU
SIT OPPOSITE TO ME! Sometimes come to me my friends, (but it happens
not so often). Then I prepare for something especial for them. I THINK
ABOUT YOU! Sometimes I go for walk. If no, I listen to music, I read
book, I watch TV, I make various homework, and I THINK ABOUT YOU! (of
course not all simultaneously). (Smile) At 22:00 I go to bed. During
this moment I THINK ONLY ABOUT YOU! And during this moment very much
frequently I cry... Because you are not with me... But tomorrow I
shall receive your new letter. And I easily fall asleep, may be in
dream I'll see you. Well, my most dear Frans, I should go now to work.
Only let me send you a kiss from Russian woman who thinking about you
very often being far from you.. .. I kiss you Frans, and I with
impatience wait for your answer.

Ekaterina waits for you. Hi dear friend Frans. Many thanks for your letter. It was the
long-awaited letter. I am really madly glad to receive your letter. I
am really glad that I have found you. I should tell you I have ocean
of emotions and sensations which I had no in my heart before. And on
this, my reason and my heart say me that I should answer by sincerity
your constant sincerity. My heart and my reason says me that I should
tell you what I feel now because it is a part of our friendship and I
should share it with you.

I should tell you that it was required a lot of time to write and
think over this letter, because I wanted to say just the right things
to you. I didn't want to offend or upset you in anyway, and it's
really bothered me that saying something wrong may do that. I normally
speak directly from my heart, and I am right now, but sometimes, words
must be carefully chosen. Frans, I feel somewhat lost when I have no
opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my soul, I feel
contentment and joy when I think about you. I have never done this in
my life (tried to initiate a relationship halfway across the world),
and I might have much to learn about how to proceed, but I am more
than willing to learn whatever it takes to succeed if that is your
desire as well. I also believe that couples should be the best friends
possible, which trust and share with each other everything that they
feel. Frans, I do not know if my word and thoughts make sense to you,
and I try very hard to put them in typed words that you will feel and
understand. I believe in God, and I believe that I have been put
through trials to prepare me for meeting a man with whom I will spend
the rest of my life loving, to better appreciate him, respect him and
cherish the love, that he would give; only asking that I return the
same. I hope that my words and letters are not boring to you, but they
are much more than mere words, they are my thoughts and feelings, and
I send them out to you. I very much desire that you find it in your
heart and are comfortable with sharing your personal feelings with me,
I wish to know you on a more intimate level, I would like you to share
your dreams, your hopes, your feelings of the heart with me, I truly
wish to connect with you on a level that goes way beyond mere
friendship. Please do not think me foolish for thinking these things,
I believe that in order for anything to succeed, you have to be
honest, and that is what I am doing with you. Could you close your
eyes for just a minute, and think and dream of what a life we could
share, what it would be like, the fun of learning each other. Frans, I
really believe that dreams do come true for people which dare to
believe in dreams, because if they believe in them hard enough, dreams
could become in reality. I guess that you are shocked that I feel this
way, but here, where I was raised, the gift of true love from a man is
something that is more similar to a Mirage or self-deception, rather
than mutual feeling which two enamored people can give each other. I
hope that I am not rambling on with my words. I have so much that I
wish to share with you, and each time I write to you, I feel there is
never enough time to say everything that I want to say, and I always
feel that I have forgotten something important that I wanted to share
with you. Frans, when I speak of you and I think of you, it does not
matter for me what anyone else thinks. I want to tell that you are
very beautiful for me. I mean, I find that you are not only attractive
as a man, I also speak of the beauty that is within you, beauty of
your internal world, and alas, this particular type of beauty is very
special and rare. Most men have only appearances, but not have beauty
inside, and this is where true beauty is. This, is that for me is the
most important and significant in all limits of my character, my soul
and my consciousness. Your words spoken to me with so much kindness
and care, they express the beauty within you. I think that you are
truly handsome, the essence of what beauty should be, and there is
nothing that anyone could say to me that would compel to change my
mind even a little bit. I want to reduce essence of all my letter only
to one thought. I do not know if I could clearly explain all my
thoughts and feelings, which overflow me now, or not. I want to tell
that I feel, we become very good friends and I really enjoy our
friendship. I aspire to learn you more and I dare to hope that you
suppose a thought that our relations can develop more than it enough
for simple friendship. It is that way which I feel. As always I hope
that my letter finds you in good health and spirits, and I hope that
every yours wish you have comes true one day. Frans I will look
forward to your reply as always with anticipation and impatience....

With tenderness Ekaterina. Hello my dear Frans! I am very glad to receive your letter today. It
was so pleasant to see yours letter in inbox. Thank you Frans that you
do not forget about me and write me constantly. It's so very pleasant.

If fairly I had thoughts on your visiting me in Russia. But while we
are still a little familiar. We should learn each other more close,
and already then we can think of a meeting.

Thank you Frans that you are very attentive to me and also attentively
read my letters. Thank you Frans for your attention. The attention and
care - is very much high qualities. In our fast life we have no time
for all this. But reading your letters, I see that you are not such as
all others men... Your letters are filled with good feelings. I read
it and I feel myself absolutely in another way. I do not know how
explain it to you... I always wait your letters with impatience. It
always brings to me so much delightful feelings. I am very glad that
have met you Frans. Warm and tenderness - only thing I need. It is a
problem of Russian men. Russian women makes everything for the man,
for family. But she does not receive anything from him. Yes, the
majority of women devoted to loved favourite man, I am sure, European
women same. Only need to woman - some sensitive words and touch of his
hands, and... understanding. This thing does not suffice in our life.
Frans, really it is so difficult? I think, that not so difficult
present your lady romantic evening and a supper with candles, but in
Russia, as a rule, woman gives such gift, not the man... When woman
carries heavy bags in the street, any man will not help her, he only
will reject his sight and will go further. Why he should help woman?
For this reason Russian woman never feels yourself HAPPY LADY in her
heart. I don't think I am a beautiful lady, Russian men usually see in
women sexual object. They believe, that the woman only should work,
prepare and entertain the man when he wants it. Offend the woman - a
usual thing for Russian men. Very much frequently meets, that the man
beats his wife in house. Any respect, only in dream... Again dreams...
Frans as you know, I like to prepare, but sometimes I would like to
receive simple tenderness, love and attention. I do not want to offend
all men, there are good men, but not enough. Very difficultly quickly
determine, see a internal world of the man. Men very difficult
essences. They try to hide their qualities. It is necessary to spend a
lot of time... and then becomes known that this person not worthy your
attention. I had relations with men of course. In my life were men.
They were lovely, cheerful. When I started speak about serious
intentions... They gradually leave my life. But only with one person I
wanted to create family... This man deceived me. He slept with other
women, even when he has suggested me to be his wife. I have found out
about it later. It was seemed that he is very serious in his
intentions... When he told me, that he could not constantly be with
one woman. I could not suffer it anymore. My soul was wounded very
much and broken. Since this moment I'm very seriously concern to
relations with men. Majority of men which I met, still boys in their
soul even in 35 years... I do not want to suffer all my life because
of them! Frans I hope you understand everything I told you. Because I
do not want any more come back to this theme... Now I would like to
tell you about our beautiful city.

As you already know I live in Nizhniy Novgorod. It is located on river
Volga, it is the biggest river in Europe. Our city very ancient, it
has been based in 1221 year! Our city has Kreml. It is the big stone
wall which was constructed around of old city. This construction has
been constructed for defense, for protection against enemies. It is
very beautiful construction. But in other part of our city absolutely
other, is located new city. It is very modern, expensive city. In our
city about 1,350,000 thousand inhabitants. I think you understand it
is the big city.

The big city has the big movement, a fast rhythm of a life, a garland
of fires, easy show-windows, high buildings, fountains, cinemas,
parks, theatres and temptations. It is wonderful, of course I love it.
But we have so good places a zone of rest, a beach, parks. They are
very beautiful. If was not any criminal, this place could be as
paradise. But alas, criminal in the big cities, and in small - the
worse part of our life. Unfortunately the criminal in Russia is
located in very high level. But I do not want to tell you about these
sad things. I should finish my letter. I want to ask you Frans, what
makes you happy? What was the best gift which you received from the
woman? I am timid, but I have kissed you hotly.


With the best regard, sincerely yours Ekaterina. Hi, again Frans. I'm glad to see your letter today. I dreamed during
my childhood, and I'm dreaming now. Of course, world of dreams -
illusory world. But it is only thing I can do.

Now Frans, you know that I have the visa and at any moment I can
arrive in your country. But it's only an opportunity. We still a
little know about each other. Make a travel will not be a problem for
me. Two reasons will not allow me to arrive to you right now. The
first reason - I know about you not so much, and you too know about me
a little. We are know each other only some days. But probably, these
days the best time in my daily and not so interesting life. You became
very much and very important close to me! I began understand it now
when I'm waiting for your letters with impatience. Frans, I very much
worry when I'm reading your letters... My heart is beaten so quick! We
should be sure in our desires. We should be completely ready to our
meeting. It is very serious step, I think you agree with me? We should
be sure in each other... Trust - the most important thing in
relations! Second reason of impossibility make our meeting in reality
- money. I have no money for purchase of tickets now. Even now I do
not plan a meeting, especially earlier I did not think about it.
Therefore I did not start save money for trip. I do not know what will
be "TOMORROW", we'll see... We live in a real life, therefore we
cannot plunge into the world of dreams and imaginations long time.
When a dream becomes obsession, it can bring only pain and
disappointment. Practically dreams do not always realize. It happens
that you use all power, all aspiration to make the dream come true.
But as much you try, not all in this life depend on us. When the dream
for a long time does not come true, as though you did not try, dream
ceases to be that star, which will be for you lighthouse in ocean of
the life, which will illuminate your way. But anyway Frans, I think
that it is impossible to live without dreames and hopes. When there is
a dream, the life is filled with sense. he dreams are those things
that do us people that distinguishes us from the whole rest alive
world. The dreams contribute variety in ordinary and grey life. The
dreams force to think, analyse, choose and come to a conclusion. The
Faith and Hope - an eternal satellites of our lifes. And regardless of
what waits you at the end, joy of the victories and subordinated tops
we remember better, than disappointment and pain of the defeats. You
agree with me?I am surprised that I write you all this. I have never
had a person, with whom I could share my thoughts. But now I have
found you, Frans, and I am very glad. Forgive me for my frankness. If
I said something superfluous forgive me please. Frans, do you like
when your friends come to your home? And are you the quick-tempered
person? I have a very warm feeling inside from all the things you have
said about, how you feel when you think about me? My day brightens
tremendously whenever I see an e-mail from you. I will wait for your
letter with impatience.

Ekaterina, waiting for you... Hi my dear friend Frans. I waited this minute to answer you with
impatience. I am very glad my letter was pleasant to you.

I belive in love at first sight. But it's not a love as everyone
think. It is such strange feeling... You feel that this person is
pleasant to you also you want to communicate with him or her. Just you
only think that it's love. Happens more often, that you or this person
will be disappointed...

I very much would wish to visit you in Holland. And if our relations
develop to live seriously certainly I will remain with you there. But
before we should learn well each other very well.

Frans, today I was late for work. My alarm clock has broken. But my
boss did not saw my delay. Till this time he has not come. I always
rise early in the morning. The rhythm of my life in which I live,
forces me to be the morning person. My alarm clock does not ask me
what is my nature. I always rise early, and I go to bed not so late.

Your letters become so close to my heart, and I am pleased to see them
like a child. You write very pleasant letters. Your words are so
pleasant, I feel myself...in heavens. Please, write me every day, even
two words, I must know with you everything - is good. I shall be sure
for you and I shall not worry. Your first e-mail was small light of
sun when I have opened door on the other hand was the whole new world,
which I never saw earlier. Beautiful, absolutely another and full of
surprises. These relations, which we have begun through e-mail -
begining new long friendship which could develop something more?

As you already know Frans, I was not for a long time in Europe. Term
of my visa has not ended. Term of my visa 2 years, it is tourist visa.
All my charges on trip were paid by firm in which I worked. I could
not pay it independently. But it is firm does not exist any more. And
I do not go any more in the Europe. Frans, my visa lays on a shelf...
But I hope visit again.

I very much liked Europe. It is absolute other countrys, not similar
as ours. I very much would want to begin a life in Europe.
Sometime.... Love is such intoxicating narcotic, which makes do mad,
but sometimes funny actions. Only person in love can fill the whole
bath with champaign, only person in love can give one million scarlet
roses or stand whole night under balcony of the loved woman singing
serenades. Today I spoke with my boss, I have asked him to use the
Internet at least 25-30 minutes in day. He promised to think about it.
I cant let him deprive me my private life how much it cost me. I have
the most dear person, you Frans, I have understood it clearly
yesterday when I went in park and thought about you. I have closed my
eyes and thought about you. A wind was blowing, it scutched my hairs
and enveloped my body by its chilly freshness. I don't know why, but I
thought that you changed in wind, and you tenderly touched my hairs
with you invisible hands. It seemed to me that I am situated somewhere
near you. And my heart began beating as never before. I was so
pleasant and I was ready to yell from happiness. People who were
passing near me, probably thought, I am a strange lady, they saw me
sitting on the bench with closed eye and smiling. But I didn't think
about their opinion. I went and thought about you. It so, so heated my
mood. I like to go along the street and breath fresh air, especially
when the weather is warm. Actually I do not want to go home. It is
very boringly and alone at home. Frans, sometimes I do not mention it,
but sometimes when I come home with good mood, I very much want to
speak, to share ideas with anyone, to have an entertainment. But my
apartment is empty, and I should be in full loneliness. And my good
mood disappears. I simply sit in an armchair and I look at a window or
I prepare for a meal, may be somebody will come to me? But I nave to
eat all independently. And when the silence deafen me when I hear as
my blood flows in my veins, I hear movement of my eyelashes, at that
moment becomes unbearably and my heart compresses. I don't know how to
struggle with it. I can listen to music or read a book. But in some
moment I understand that I just deceive myself. In fact I want a
beloved person to be near me, with whom I could spend evenings, to
meet morning, to speak about yesterday and to dream about tomorrow
day. I want to walk and to feel a strong man arm holds me. I don't
want to cook meals only for myself. I want somebody to appreciate it.
But Frans, enough about it. I should perform my work. I having not
enough time. I shall wait for your letter tomorrow. I shall wait your
pleasant words.


Yours faithfully Ekaterina. Hi my most dear friend Frans. I very pleased to see your letter, and I
think you'll pleased to see mine also. I'm always very glad receive
your letters. I very much liked your country. It was very interesting
and useful trip. I will remember Europe for ever. I hope sometime
again to go there. We have studied much all useful, our dialogue was
very easy, people were very polite with us. It is very pleasant.

Frans, you know as to delete profile with RussianEuro? Please explain
me it. Simply I searched for it, but and could not remove it. So if
you know as to do this that please explain me it.

Today I would like to talk with you about meal. I very much like
preparing.

If I don't work as a bookkeeper, probably I'll be cook (smi-ile!).

Cooking is basis of health, cherishing life of family. I know many
recipes of dishes. I love tasty and healthy foodstuffs. Yes, meal
should be useful for health, it is most important. Frans, I very much
love potato and various, diversified dishes from this vegetable. When
I come home, at first I go on kitchen and I start preparing for myself
something tasty. Mhh... I very much love those moments when my friends
come to me. Always I trying to prepare for them any various fishes
delicacy, a different kind of meat. I always try my friends estimated
my abilities in cooking, and almost always it happen. Also I very much
like to bake pies. Frans, do you know what is it "russian pies"? It is
a stuffing grocery, wrapped up in a dough, and baked in an oven. The
most important not use a microwave. Otherwise taste becomes absolutely
another, besides it is badly baked thoroughly. If everything make
correctly it is divine taste!!! You should eat this thing sometime...
All my friends for a long time have estimated it. I began to prepare
when I was 9 years, in a orphanage. I helped our cooks on kitchen.
They have learned me almost for everything, that they knew. I am very
grateful to them for it. But no one can estimate it, except for my
friends. I very much love my friends. Now YOU in my life... You my
friend too. Can I so think? I very much would want think you my
FRIEND. I really want to know you, to speak with you, to take your
hand and see your eyes. Probably it is very sincere now, but it is
true, and I do not want to hide it. I always speak true and I do not
like, when people - lie. I hate it. I very much like to dream. I am a
dreamer.... I do not know good it is or bad. Since the childhood I
dreamed. My teacher somehow told to us: "You must forget about your
dreams!" She has told, that dreams do not bring happiness. She has
told, that dreams bring only a pain and disappointment. May be she was
right. Actually dreams come true not always. It happens, you have to
do everything, all forces and all your aspiration to reach this
purpose. But frequently it is not enough. Not everything in this life
depends on us. Destiny! Her strong and invisible hands easily
rearrange lives and hearts people. And then dream stops to be a
desirable star, when it is failed during long time. But anyhow, I
think, that impossible live, without dream and hope. When you have
dream, our lifes is filled with sense. Dreaming, life becomes more
interesting and more various. You start to think, analyze, choose and
make decision. And each small victory, each defeated obstacle on your
way to dream, each following step to your dream brings great pleasure.
Your heart is filled with belief and hope. And you are inspired with
thing, which waits for you in the end. You remember pleasure of
victories and the defeated purposes better than a pain of losses and
disappointments. For this reason I like to dream, though my dreams
comes true not so often as I want. I am surprised, that I write to you
all this. Frans, I never had the person with whom I could share my
ideas. But now I have found you, and I am very pleased. I don't judge
people whence they - or what color of skin they are. Sometime I would
like to leave Russia. But only, I do not know when? Nobody waits for
me there. Frans, your letters is the only thing now for me, outside of
Russia. Your letters - a part of my life now. I very much would want
so think. And I estimate it very much. You became very important for
me. And to be frank, I am afraid to lose you. Forgive me for my
frankness. If I offended you anyhow, or caused inconveniences, forgive
me please. Do not stop write me. Write me every day, even if I cannot
answer you every day. I shall answer you anyway. Frans, your letters
give me forces, and my day is filled with pleasure. I hope, that you
have not become angry. I shall wait for your letter with impatience.
And now I want to ask you some questions: do you love people and what
do you think about children living in a orphanage? Frans, I heard,
that in the Europe, women don't like to prepare for tasty and healthy
food and make homeworks, is it valid so? Do you belive in love? Love
at first sight? I'm waiting for your letter.

Yours Ekaterina...
Hi Frans! How are you today? I hope you were pleased to receive my
letter because when I'm receiving your letter, I really was admire.
Many thanks to you. I have perfectly understood everything you wrote
to me. As I already spoke you I know English rather well.

Frans, as you already know, I have no computer in my house and for
this reason I'm writing to you from my work. Therefore I'm sorry, if
not so quickly answered your letter.

I work from Monday till Friday and very much often on weekend. My
working day begins at 8:00 and last to 17:00. Sometimes I'm working
till 19.00.

But it's not easy, because my boss doesn't let use the computer with
private purposes. We do not have unlimited Internet access on a work.
I use a computer secretly to write HI to you (when my boss - not in
office). Internet is expensive in Russia. My monthly income - 8000
roubles, it about 230 Euro. But this money suffices me and even is
possible save my money. I can safely tell, that I adore travelling. I
travelled in Russia, I saw Moscow, Samara, Saint-Petersburg, Sochi.
Also I was in the Europe!!! Yes Frans, I have been in Europe not so
long time ago.

Nine months ago. I went there because of my work. About 2 years I
worked in a Advertising Agency. 5 person from our firm have gone to
the USA for training. We went in Advertising Education Institute "News
and Media Relations", Berlin - Germany, Paris - France and Stockholm -
Sweden. You heard about company "Temerlin"? There we training. It was
veryinteresting and cognitive for me. I have the certificate which
allows me to work in the Europe.

I have gone there as financial director.

Other my colleagues by other professions. Now I do not work in this
firm any more. This firm has ceased to exist about 5 months ago.

Now I am usual bookkeeper in small firm.

But it is not difficult, I very much like my work. My new colleagues
very good people. It is most important for me. We have very quickly
found common interests. I have some friends. But now I have found you,
Frans! I am very pleased, and I shall think about you. I tried to find
love and happiness here, but I have felt lie. We have proverb in
Russia: Bitter truth is better than sweet lie. I think, that you are
fair man. Am I right? After all my histories you may think, that
everything is bad, but it is not true. I have already told you, that
my parents have left me in a orphanage. But, my childhood was not so
difficult. I'm so think. Only it was very lonely without parents. I
had many friends. I had very interesting childhood. When I became more
adult... then I had more difficulties. Not only me. I think you
understand, that it's hard for lonely kid in this severe world... But
the most important never put your hands. It is necessary to go next
level. I understood it for a long time. Don't you think so? It is
true! Now I have a good life, I have friends. Good work. It is rather
good here. I rent my apartment. I pay for it. I have no opportunity to
buy it. It's very expensive for me here. I should work to have my own
apartment 10 years! Frans, I make all independently: man's and female
duties. I can hammer nails, carry heavy bags.... By the way I'm quite
good plumber (sanitary technician). Life everything has learned me...
I can hope only for myself. But sometimes I so want feel a strong
shoulder near to me... Yes, I want real man for creation family.
Frans, I have the most serious intentions. Very hard to meet
geantlemen... Unfortunately. Therefore I am very glad that have met
you. To me very pleasant our dialogue. For me not so important age
distinction. it would not be important for me. These days I so strong
wait for your letter. It helps me to distract from all. It as a sweet
dream... It is other world for me. Forgive me, if my letter was sad,
big and uninteresting to you. Just I wanted to tell you about my life.
You should know about it. I promise you not write such letters
anymore. Now I should finish my letter. I wait with alarm your answer.
Also I want ask you: had you ever friend from other country? Is it
important for you a nationality? Frans, what foodstuff do you like? I
would like to discuss it with you tomorrow.


Yours friend
Ekaterina. Hello Frans! I am very glad to receive the letter from you today. I am
very glad that you still have desire write to me. It is very good that
does not confuse you, that I live in Russia. Your country seems to me
very interesting and completely another than ours. Your country to be
far from my city.

Frans, as you already know I work as the bookkeeper in small firm. I
am engaged in calculation of financial charges, expenses of this firm,
various debits, the credits. I am engaged in distribution of monetary
stream of our firm. In general all accounts department.. I hope you
understand about what I speak.

We live far each other... It is a very big distance for both of us.
But this distance only seems a big. It at all does not frighten me. It
seems to me especially interesting. Don't you think so? I have read in
newspaper (it was already probably for a long time ago) that in other
advanced countries (Europe and Northern America) meets situation, that
women are more thoughtless (not so serious) than men. Is it true? I
very much would like to learn your opinion, also why do you search for
the woman on the Internet? I am for the first time have acquaintance
through the Internet. Now I wish tell you about me directly. I have
never been married, and I want to marry. What I search in the man,
most especial - friendship. I do not like to argue, altercate in a
various occasion. I want meet somebody - who wants to have an
entertainment, but understands, that life - is not always an
entertainment. I need somebody who is fair, also care, warm and
sexual. Also I believe there requirement good appeal between these two
people. I want to have friend which later (if everything will be
correct) could be more than just a friend. The most important parts of
relations - love, trust and communication. But, without trust others
two thing does not matter. You cannot contact someone irrespective
even you love him or her, but not trusting him or her. The love is
important, but you should trust blindly to other person, really love
them because you should know they real love you back. Of course you
have a question, "Why Russian women search husbands in other
countries”. Because of many reasons, I think, and first of all
-
economic level of Russia. Our country is not rich and it is very
difficult to find good work. Russian men cannot earn enough money to
hold their family. They very lazy. They start to drink alcohol and
become angry. It enters into divorce. Of course there are a lot of
good men. Yes Frans, it is true. But they are already married. If they
receive many money, anyway they also start spending all for nothing to
drink alcohol or other women. All of them like "Kasanova". In our
country amount of women is more than men. So men try to low women,
though a woman is stronger physically and psychologically. She manages
a household, brings up children and has a constant work in the same
time. There is an opinion that Russian men in degradation now. I want
to get married abroad as I’m concerned about my future. I want to
have
an ordinary, calm life, though I must leave my friends and change
culture. It's very difficult. There are many men here which would like
to be a part of my life, but a lot of them have been married before,
have kids and are bitter about marriage all together. Some of them
have trouble opening up and showing there true feelings and there are
the ones who lie, cheat and disrespect any man they get involved with.
These are only a few reasons why I am still single, I think it is
better to be lonely than to be with someone and be miserable. So, my
search for that perfect man continues. I had no time tell you, Frans,
about it in my this letter because I write letters to you on my work
as I have no a personal computer. I have no children but I would like
to have them. I think, that I would be good mother. I never saw my
parents. My parents have left me in a orphanage. I have no relatives,
at least I did not know them. It is unpleasant for me to recollect my
childhood. I grew in a orphanage, where lack of parent's warm... I
know, how it is hard to not have relatives. So I am ready to give my
future husband and children everything. They will not be lonely,
because I shall surround them with warm and love. Living in orphanage
I've understood the real values of the life: do kindness to people and
it will come back to you doubled. There are many problems in Russia.
People became evil and closed. That's why I decided to find a husband
abroad Russia. If I'll have opportunity to leave from here for the
best life, I'll do it... I will leave Russia. I shall not have a
problems with it. Frans, I already have been in the Europe! So I have
told you about my dreams. May be they will not come true but these are
my dreams. And what about your dreams? I like to visit cinema. Oh, I
love it! I like to read books. I have many free time after my work,
therefore I have an opportunity to read. I love various love stories,
detectives and very, very much I love classical russian literature.
Also I love various music. I like different music, all depends on
mood. When I'm sad I listen slow, sensual music. Jazz and blues. When
I have good mood I listen modern music. I like pop, rock, dance.
American music very pleasant to me (Jennifer Lopez "Baby I love You"
and Aerosmith "I Don't Want To Miss A Thing", and many others.), as
well as Russian. Bi-2, Rondo are Russian rock-groups, but it is not
all my favorite groups, it's a lot of, at once all of them will not
remember. Jeniffer Lopez, Aerosmith, Moby and other American groups.
The American and European film in Russia has huge popularity. They, as
believe, are the greatest. I love American films, and I love many
American actors. I frequently go hiking in a wood, I like camping, BBQ
or I like to go by bicycle on summer. I have own bicycle. In Winter I
go skiing and skating. All these distract me from everyday problems.
So what do you do, when you have problems and when you are sad? My
hobby if it is possible to tell so - English language. I have loved
English for a long time when I studied at school. In Russia the
program of training necessarily includes foreign language, as a rule -
English, German or French. I entered in group of the English language
and I am still happy that I've made it. I like very much it language.
After school, I continued studying English language in the institute.
It is a very soft and easily-memorized language for me. Now I attend
courses of the English language. I've been studing it for 16 years. I
want to learn this language perfectly. I know that now I admit
mistakes, but I hope you won't angry. I spent a lot time to write this
letter. I wait your answer Frans. I have many ideas, but I do not want
to rush this precious moment when two souls are looking towards each
other across the continents for an everlasting friendship. Frans, I
send you, my picture,

Your friend Ekaterina. Hello, my new friend Frans! I am very pleased, that you have answered
my letter. First of all I want to apologize for my not fast reply. I
have no computer in my house. Yes, it's really pity... I can't answer
you in the same moment as you. Thank you that you have found time
write me letter. I think you have many questions to me. I shall try
describe myself. I do not know what tell you in the beginning... Well,
let's begin! I would like you to name me Ekaterina. I'm 28. My
birthday - march, 8, 1979. My height - 5 foots 6 inches. My weight -
125 pounds. As you see in my photo, I have blue eyes, and color of my
hair - blonde. I have serious intentions, and I do not want to make a
wrong choice... I tried write to you, and now I see, that you
answered. We can start our corresponding, I think so... I want to be
fair with you. Be fair with me too. I live in Russia, in city Nizhniy
Novgorod. Did you heard about it? It is very ancient city. Nizhniy
Novgorod is located in 500 kilometers from Moscow. Nizhniy Novgorod
the big and wellknown city in Russia, it is located on the river
Volga. We are two persons who want to meet someone ONLY for serious
relations. I'm right? We can try to know better each other, but if you
do not want, it is your choice... Little about me. I have higher
education. I started my education in secondary school, in Nizhniy
Novgorod. After I have finished it, I have entered Economic Faculty of
Technical University. I have finished it 5 years ago. Now I work as a
bookkeeper. I am engaged in financial affairs of our firm. This firm
not so big. I work here not so long time, about 4 months. During work
day I can use a computer and write letters. It is more convenient for
me. I really would like to know your interests, your race, languages
which you speak, hobbies? Tell me little bit more about you. I also
shall tell you more about me in the following letter. I send you my
pictures. I hope my letter will not afflict you. I shall wait for your
letter and your picture with impatience. But if you are not
interested, drop me some words. It is important for me.



Frans Hi my heart and my soul Frans! I have dear friend - Frans, and I
always think about him, I want to know all about him. Absolutly
everything! (Smile). I'm so glad to receive your letter today. I very
much hoped that you will understand me and will write letter for the
woman which thinks and dreams about you. Tell me about your ideas and
dreams. And now I shall make it.

I have news, may be it will be bad or good to you. I do not know...
Yesterday in our firm came people from housing committee (State
Supervision of the Available housing). They made extraordinary check
of our building. They gave to us very bad results. Today my boss told
me I shall have 3 months of a vacation. Because our building is in an
extreme condition. A building where located our firm, will be closed
on repair. Approximately in 1 week, and I shall have a vacation, but I
was not pleased. I cannot refuse this vacation. In a building of our
firm will be made major overhaul. Repair will last 3 months. I have
begun to cry, because it means that I can't write to you, I can't use
a computer. Frans, I was so frightened that I can lose you. I imagined
that I should spend this vacation in my apartment, between four walls.
I should sit in loneliness and think of you. I should aimlessly wander
on streets and fall asleep with tears on eyes every night. I have been
waiting for my vacation in the next summer and I receive it NOW, but
they don't bring pleasure to me. Because in the next summer, I cannot
receive my vacation. I imagined that I should spend some months
without you and awful emptiness had appeared in my heart. All world
around became uninteresting for me and I told myself: "NO! It is not
for me!" Last night I thought of us. About you and me. Frans, I
couldn't fall asleep again. I had been crying for a long time because
of despair. My thoughts were mixed, like inking waves during a storm,
and I, like a small ship was sank in the sea of despair. With the
rising of sun I calmed and hold on myself. And I have put a hard aim,
the aim of all my life - to be with a man who loves me and I love him
by all my heart. I thought what I can see you. I decided to spend this
vacation with you. I thought that I can meet you. Just meet. That's
all what I want now. I have passport and I have Shengen visa. Of
course our relations still very short. But our correspondence became
very important for me. I hope for you too... I thought that we should
continue our dialogue, but this situation makes impossible to continue
it further. I should stop to write you in a week... It is so sad.. I
do not want it happened. Besides Frans through letters is impossible
to learn completely each other. Letters will not give the full
description of the person. I hope you understand about what I told
you. But I already could understand and feel you, you seem to me very
good, lovely, serious and the most important reliable man. I am so
glad that have met you!!! I very much would not want lose you, Frans.
Your letters became the important element of my daily life. I do not
want very much live without you. I ask you to think about it. I shall
be very glad and happy if we can meet.

Since I started talking to you, I just can't stop thinking of you
Frans.

I KISS YOU.

Your Ekaterina. Hi man of my dream... I congratulate you on coming Christmas. Frans I
am so glad to receive your letter. Your letters always make me... It
makes me the happiest woman on this planet!!! I have strong desire to
shout, I want to shout and all people heard me. I want everyone knew
that I have you Frans. You are my prince!!! You the man of my dream!!!
We have found each other... I am ready to tell you about everything
concealed in my soul... I don't want to have secrets from you... I
want you did read every pages of my book... I want to write together
with you our common book... I hope very much, you too want write with
me this book... You and I! Like "Scorpions" song... Our book will be
the most unusual and interesting, I'm sure in it! This idea make me
crazy... I never thought earlier, that I can tell such frank words to
somebody... May be someone will think that the letter can endure
everything you like... But only not I!!! I do not want to hide from
you anything......... It is very important for me, very important! You
should know that in depth of my soul is hidden the woman who wants to
be happy, which aspires to be happy. I want you here with me, I very
much want you will be the happiest man. We deserve happiness! Don't
you think so? I want to go with you, keeping for a hands. I want
everyone envied us... In fact we have found each other! Last nights I
very badly sleep... I have received a sleeplessness because all nights
long I think only about you. My ideas with you...

And it makes me sad.... Because you there... You are far in Europe.
I'm here in Russia! We are divided with huge distance. Thousand
miles... I am glad and it is very sadly for me in the same time. I
have so much different ideas in my head... Why I do not live in your
country??? Frans, why you do not live in Russia... Why we are divided
with this huge space... It makes me from mad......................
Only I'm grateful to that person who invented a computer and the
Internet... It helped me to become the happiest woman. In spite of
anything I am happy, because I have you. You became sense of my life.
You as a beacon which shines and direct me through a fog and darkness
of my lost life... Yes! It is true! Probably you are very confused and
embarrassed now... Probably my words are very unexpected for you...
How I want to see you now. Right now, during this moment!!! Through
the letter it is very easy to tell these words.. .. I could not tell
you these words if you will be here right now. I do not know... Now
I'm not self-assured... I am sure in my feelings, but it seems to me
that you will not want to talk to me anymore... May be I was vain so
think... But I want that you knew about my feelings. I don't want
something was inexpressible between us. I very much hope to receive
your letter tomorrow... I very much hope for your understanding. Just
Frans, the happiness is such strange thing... It is necessary to
struggle, struggle with itself and with other world to be happy. Let
each drop of a rain and a snowflake of a snowfall will be my kiss on
your cheeks... Let beams of the sun will be heat of my gentle
embraces...

Ekaterina dreaming about you...