Scammer No Named Irina

My name is Irina.
I am on a dating site for the first time in my life and hardly
I can tell what exactly sparked my interest in your profile.
I do not think that any profile is able precisely to define
all qualities and all depth of the soul of the person you are looking for.
But you were what I wanted to write. I'm lonely, single, 30 years old woman.
There's nothing wrong with me, but I can't expect to find the men of
my dreams in a bar or at a club. Those places are for superficial people
whose only judgment upon you is based on appearance and not the content
of their character. I have lost many close people in my life, this has
enriched me to see what is really important in life, and what does not...
I was hurt in my life, who didn't? But I still live with the hope that
God will put me on the right path to meet my other half. I am romantic
and very sincere in a relationship. My life is great, but far from
perfect, seems there is one thing missing from my life. It's that
special someone that I can share all the wonderful moments in life.
I want to fall in love and feel totally enamored when I see him,
talk to him and hear him voice, for the first time and every time
after that to an eternity! I do not know if it is really possible
to find a soulmate in such a way. I have decided to take this step,
courageous for me step in a way to possible happiness because I always
gave chance to my destiny. Either way, I am looking for someone who i
can spend time with and get rid of feelings of loneliness. I want to
take it nice and slow as friends, and see if we are right for each
other and if we are compatible. Maybe it will be a great friendship,
maybe it will be the Love. I am sending my picture with this letter.
By the way myself doctor , that is why I write to you from my
work e-mail address [ [email protected] ].
Hopefully my email will find you healthy and happy and if you think
that we are compatible I would like to try to go ahead.
Anyway I know only one way to find it out, and that requires us to take
a step. I am open and willing to take that step. I will wait for your
letter and if you are really serious in your search, maybe we will find
interest in each other. PLEASE, if you haven't the same serious
intention to find someone special, please do not answer me, because I'm
serious in my search, and I am saying everything with all sincerity.


Please reply only to my personal e-mail: [email protected]


Irina


Hi xxx!
First of all I want to apologize for my delay with my answer.
Please do not be angry with me. Unfortunately I had no opportunity
to write to you sooner. I hope you remember me? I have written to
you the short letter and you have answered me. I wanted to answer
at once to not keep you waiting for my answer, but I got access
to a computer only now. Please, forgive me. I am very glad that
you have answered to my letter. Thank you that you have found
time for answer. By the way now I have my personal e-mail address:
[email protected] and I ask you reply to my personal e-mail.
Thank you for your picture. It is a fine picture. You are a strong and
handsome man. I very much like this picture. It is wonderful, when a
man combines force and charm. It happens so seldom. Forgive me for
my frank words. But I always speak what I think. I think there is nothing
bad in it. You have pleasant appearance and it is wonderful.
It is wonderful, that you have children. Likely you are a very happy man.
I read your letter and I understand how strongly you love your
children. You are a true father and it's wonderful. I am sure that your
children always bring to you pleasure, and love you by all heart.
Probably first of all I should write the most important thing.
I hope and I think you are not very much afflicted that I live not in
your country (I think you already know about it). But I very much hope
that it does not frighten you, because I am the same lady like many
other ladies living in the different countries. I am the same person
with heart and soul. I very much am afraid that my nationality and my
residence will disappoint you and you will not write to me more, but at
the same time I sincerely hope that nationality and distinction of
cultures for you is not the most important things in a lady. Besides,
in the near future I am going to travel, possibly even to your country,
and who knows, maybe we would become the big friends or even more...
And if your interest is not limited by distance or borders, I really
will be very glad. My country is Russia.
Moscow is the capital of Russia. Now I live in village of Alekseevka.
It's a small settlement, where live a few hundreds inhabitants. Probably
if you want to have the best understanding about where I live, I should
tell you that my village is located close to the city - Novoshahtinsk.
It is a city located in area Rostov on Don - in a southern part of the
European Russia, near to such known cities as Shahty, Rostov on Don,
Taganrog, Novocherkassk. In the childhood I dreamed to be a translator
of the English language. I dreamed to work with our President to know
all state and international secrets! (smile). But the destiny has
disposed differently. I think our president doesn't need my services now
because I am gynecologist, and I think that our president would not allow
me to examine him (smile)! I began to get education in the comprehensive
school with a medical bias. After ending school I entered the Medical
University. Now I work in a clinic. I work as an gynecologist. I already
said that my name is Irina. Jarda, I promised to share with you my
picture, I fulfils my promise with worry and with pleasure. In addition to
a picture I want to tell that color of my hair is light-light-brown,
though sometimes I like to change color of hair. I hope you are not
disappointed very much that I am a light-brown, because I know that
all men love more blondes? It is a question!!! (smile).
My height is 5 feet 6 inches. My weight is 120 pounds. And of course you
should know that I am 30 years old. My birthday is April, 01, 1979.
I understand that all people have various tastes and interests,
but I sincerely hope that my picture and my appearance will be pleasant
for you. But if my appearance doesn't conform to your tastes and
interests, I will understand you, of course. I the optimist at heart and
it's often help me in my life. I already adult woman; and I look at the
life with a philosophical shade. But as though I did not try to inspire
myself that I absolutely happy woman, I can't do it. I have fine lady
friend, I have job and my apartment. But there are things without which
people cannot be happy. And for me it's not material things. I have
written to you the first and it means that I am ready to share with you my
thoughts. I am very glad and grateful to you for that that you have
answered me. Anyhow, I hope that you, just as I, have interest in our
dialogue, and I will wait your answer. In the end of my letter I want to
ask you the most banal questions: what music you like, what movies you
prefer. These questions are really interesting for me because I like
various movies and music. I with pleasure will tell to you about it
in my next letter if you really want to learn more about me.
Do you like your job, Jarda? Had you ever had experience in
correspondence with a friend from other country? Maybe you are more
skilled in this than I am? If you do not want to answer these questions,
please do not answer. It is simply my female curiosity. I will be
very grateful to you also if you will send me your pictures. I will be
happy to have your pictures in the computer. With the best regards.
Irina.


Hi xxx!
How your day? I hope you are glad to receive my letter because when
I have received your letter I really was glad. Many thanks. At once
I want to tell to you about my opportunities to write letters to you.
I write letters on my job because I have no the personal computer.
The computer is in an accounting department. Lady who works with a
computer will allow me to use a computer in my interests sometimes.
It depends not from me, unfortunately. I work from Monday till Friday.
It is Russian standard. Therefore I will not be able to write you and
to receive your letters Saturday and on Sunday. But sometimes I work
Saturday and even Sunday. In fact any pain hasn't schedules(smile).
Therefore, maybe I will be able to write letters in the Saturday or Sunday.
Thank you for new pictures. I already spoke, that you are a handsome
man. Your new picture confirms my words. You really very charming
and attractive a man and to look at you is very pleasantly.
But the size of your pictures was extremely big! And our service
mail unloaded during one hour. Can you make pictures of small
volume? Forgive me, but I had a problem because of the size of your
letter. Your letter was 5 Mbytes! It is too much for our system of the
Internet. Our Internet has very low speed and capacity. I only want to
ask you to make your pictures small(size of 50-100 Kilobytes).
Unfortunately I cannot use messenger. I cannot use the Internet.
We have the Internet only some times in day - for receiving and sending mail.
I understand your request to call you from phone. I must tell that I
Never was so worried about having phone, as now. I never thought that
the serious moments in our life can depend on presence of phone.
But now I understand that the fact that I have no phone can deprive
me an opportunity to learn a man who could become my friend.
And it is really afflicts me. But not everything in this life depends on me.
Unfortunately I have no phone. Please, don't be surprising. In Russia
many people have no phone. I understand that for you would be easier
to talk on the phone. But alas, the life in Russia is not similar to a
life in America, and for the majority of people a process of getting of
a phone is too long. If the phone for you is the main criterion for the
future relations, I will understand you of course. But I have decided
to use the Internet because it is really accessible way for me. And if
you still want to continue talking to me via email I will be very happy.
As for your question, I live in Russia, in area Rostov on Don.
My village - Alekseevka is not far from city Novoshahtinsk - in the south
of the European part of Russia. Novoshahtinsk located on distance of 1700
kilometers to the south from Moscow. It is area Rostov on Don and near
there is such cities as Shahty, Rostov on Don, Taganrog, Novocherkassk.
As for your question about travel, I do not know when I will get a vacation.
But I had no vacation two years therefore I hope to receive a vacation soon.
Well, I will tell you more about my interests. I like various
types of music. I like to listen to classical music. I like Dire
Straits. I like very much Sting. But my favorite is Pink Floyd. They
are not similar to anybody. It is a great band. I like Queen, Madonna
and many others. In World there are a lot of great musicians. I like
Russian musicians but likely you do not know them. Have you ever heard
of Gorky Park? They are Russians who sang in America. OK, movie!
I like works of such Russian directors as Konchalovsky, Mikhalkov. My
favorite movies are "The Barber of Siberia" and "Burnt by the Sun".
It's masterpieces of the Russian cinema. The American movie in Russia
is considered like the greatest. I like American movies very much.
I like various films. I like dramas: Mystic River, American Beauty,
21 gramme, A Perfect World, One Flew Over Cuckoos Nest, The Shawshank
Redemption; fantasy: K-PAX, Star Wars, Sin City, the Lord of the Rings,
Dragonfly, melodramas: Love Actually, Scent Of a Woman, Forrest Gump,
Cast Away, The Notebook, I am Sam; sports movies: Raging Bull, Cinderella
Man; thrillers: Seven, Fight club, and many others, such as Godfather,
Deadman, Once upon a time in America, Family man, The Insider, Erin Brockovich,
Brave Heart, the Sixth Sense, Rainman, Groundhog Day. I like very much
movies Quentin Tarantino: Reservoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill.
My favorite actors - Bruce Willis, Al Pacino, Robert De Niro, Kevin Costner,
Samuel L. Jackson, Uma Thurman, Tom Hanks, Kevin Spacey, Morgan Freeman,
Denzel Washington, Jack Nicholson, Clint Eastwood.
My hobby, if it's possible to tell so - the English language. I have
loved English long ago, when I studied at school. In Russia the program
of training necessarily includes foreign language, as a rule - English,
German or French. I have entered in group of the English language and I
am happy that I made it. I like English very much. After school,
I continued studying English at the university. I like this language. I
have been studying English language for 18 years. I want to know this
language perfectly. Of course I speak English. I only hope that you
would love my Russian accent that I have without any doubts. I know
that now I admit mistakes, but I hope you won't angry. But my biggest
predilection that will be with me during all my life is the knitting!
My mom has taught me to knit in the childhood, and now I knit sweaters,
jackets and waistcoats for myself and for my friends. I like to knit
very much, and I like woolen clothes very much. Basically all warm sweaters
that I have, I have made by my own hands. I do not know if in your country
the knitting is popular, but here it is very popular. What else to
tell about me? I have no children and I was never married, though of course
I was in relationship and even thought that it will lead me to the happy
future. But now I haven't anything except of bad and painful memoirs.
Jarda, how you would describe your character? I never tried to
describe features of my character to somebody. I live with a smile on my
face and with hope in my heart. I think I can consider myself an optimist.
And maybe it has helped me to dare to write you. I saw a great deal in
my life, and for 30 years I have passed through a lot of vital tests.
And I know that I do not need many things to be happy. All I need is a
man, friend, soul-mate, love. And my life has led me to the fact that
now I seeks it in such way. And I do not think it is bad. How do you
think? I live honestly, and it brings pleasure to me. I know that
happiness not requires many things. Likely the main thing that does not
suffice me now is love. People without love cannot be happy. And I
speak not only about love between a man and a woman, but also about
love to a family for example. I have no family anymore and it really
oppresses me. I always recollect my family. Jarda, you meet your
family often? I very much want to return that time when I had family.
Are you looking for the soul mate or just a friend? What are you looking
for in a soulmate, Jarda, if you are looking for? I hope to receive
your letter soon. Sincerely and with the best regards.
Irina.


Hi xxx!
Today definitely good day - day of dialogue with my
friend xxx! (Smile). How it is wonderful to receive something that
you really wait. And in a case with me it of course your letter! Thank you!
Today was a difficult day, and dialogue with you removes my physical
weariness. The quantity of patients has considerably increased for some
last years. Here many people lives in the remote areas, impassable
districts. They lives even without an electricity in absolutely unsuitable
conditions for a life. And it certainly becomes the reason of a plenty of
diseases. The sad fact. Sometimes I want our president to live here
instead of the Kremlin, simply to understand what life is. Maybe in this
case all wars would end much faster? Forgive me that I tell you about our
problems, simply I write all what in my head. If you do not like to read
about it - simply tell me.
I very much like your pictures. I very much like to look at you. I enjoy.
Unfortunately I did not see Czech comedies which you ask me.
I can give you my address, but you should not send anything with the
exception of letters. Please do not send any parcels. Our Territory - the
center of terrorism where concentrated a lot of terrorists from Northern
Caucasus and Chechen Republic, and their supporters, and getting of mail
from other country is unsafely for Russian people living in Rostov area,
because some supporters of terrorists can cause me physical
harm if find out about sending from America. Russian custom house checks
everything, and customs officers decide what to skip and what to
confiscate or detain. If customs officer will sold or simply give your sending
to any interested person, or simply will open it ostensibly for checking
assignment of contents and simply will report to bad people my address,
my life will undergo danger. It is unsafe for my life. For this reason I ask you
to send only letters. If you want to send me letter, it should have the
minimal sizes and do not draw attention of custom house. Promise?
All you have told me about your bride and last relationship have saddened
me up to depth of my soul. I do not know if my words can console you
somehow, but I want you to know that I sincerely regret about your fine
bride. It is very sad story and I even can't imagine what pain you had at
that time. There is nothing more painful than to lose dear or beloved
person. You must be a very strong inside man to pass through it. In your
words I feel grief and I understand you. Your heart has been broken
repeatedly and I want to tell thank you for your frank story. I feel
honored, that you feel convenient to share with me all this. Your
heart is open and I appreciate it very much. I had boyfriend. We were
not in a marriage but we were together for almost five years. But I
have tested roughness and disrespect. I do not want to talk about him
now. I will tell you later if you don't mind.
By the way xxx I have asked you about your family in my last letter
because it really interestingly for me, as all my family has passed away.
My parents were military, mom was the military doctor, father was the
officer and we hadn't constant house because they very often got the
notice about new place of service, in places with the military conflict.
Therefore my childhood was not very cheerful. We lived in temporary
habitation outside of zone of conflict, therefore sometimes I did not see
my parents some weeks, and I was at home absolutely alone, being an
eight-year girl. Therefore since the early childhood I am able to cook,
sew, knit and do any heavy physical work. Now I absolutely agree that it's
correctly said that:"Thing that does not kill us makes us stronger".
Don't you agree xxx? When father got new place of service near to
Kazakhstan, I have gone to study in the good medical university in Tomsk.
I lived in student's hotel on distance of 600 kilometers from my parents.
But we had meeting some times in the year. Later my parents got new place
of service and have left to live in the Alekseevka. And I saw my
parents only once in one year. At university for the first time in my life
I have found a true friend (it is Juliya) who is my best and reliable
friend till now. We have together passed through a hard time when have
been compelled to study and work in the evening and at night,- just to
support itself. After ending of university I was to get direction for
intern in Tomsk area, but I have received the letter from mom where she
informed that daddy has been killed in military collision. There is
nothing worse than to find out about death of the parent from the letter.
After that I began to live with mom because I was afraid to leave her lone
at such difficult period. One and a half year ago my mom has passed away.
I will not describe all pain and suffering which I had at that time.
Simply I want to tell that all ups and downs, all pleasures and
misfortunes that were in my life have led me to who I am now. The destiny
was not tender with me, but I am grateful to my destiny for my parents, I
am grateful to my destiny for my friend Juliya, because it really a gift of
destiny. And I hope xxx you are not angry with me that I talk to you
about it? It is my life and it is a part of me. And how you would learn me
more if I would not tell you it, really? And I as well would be glad to
learn more about you. Your life is very interesting to me. Are you
grateful to destiny for anything in your life Jarda? How often you
become tired on work? Do you like the nature, rivers and lakes, woods and
mountains? Are you religious person Jarda? I will wait for your letter
so please write me soon! Sincerely and with the best regards.
Your friend (I hope) Irina.

P.S. Before I will start to knit a Scarf for you we should agree
upon the price. Remember that I very mercantile and materialistic person.
How about a kiss in a cheek? I think it a worthy payment for my work? (Smile).
What do you think?

Hi, xxx!
Today I had so much work that I was afraid that I wouldn't
have time to get your letter. And I have to say that it is distressed me.
But now I have found free time and very glad. Thank you for your kind
letter. My last letter was sad. That's why today I will try not to write
about sad things. How there were your day? Now I am smiling and have a
good mood, because today we found out that in two days into Novoshahtinsk
will be coming big exhibition of rare breeds of cats and dogs. It is great
news because at this exhibition there will be the best representatives of
rare breeds, collected from all of Russia. Everybody wants to visit this
exhibition because it will last only for several days. I like animals very
much. Can you imagine that I never was in a zoo? It is my dream. Have you
ever been in zoo? We have here several small menageries, but I dream to
see giraffes and rhinoceroses, hippopotamuses and bears. I never saw
tigers and elephants in real life. Have you ever seen a tiger or a bear?
The biggest animal I saw in my life is a horse. I like horses very much
and think that these are the most beautiful animals in the planet.
As matter of fact I have always dreamt to have some pets.
Unfortunately a horse hardly would be placed in my apartment (smile).
I dreamt to have cat or dog. But when I think that a little puppy will
wait for me home, alone, I feel pity. That's why I don't have pets.
Thank you for your warm words about my parents. My mum also has died.
Your words - the big support for me in minutes of bitter recollections!
You have kind heart. When I have shared with you my recollections,
I have felt lightness in my soul. Thanks for your patience.
I sincerely regret about your parents. I really understand your pain.
Believe me, I understand. I know what you feel and how often you want
to say aloud these words - MOM or DAD. I know it!
I am really the only child. My parents had no opportunity to have many
children. I had no other relatives, as my parents as well were are the
only children. After the Second World war, people in Russia hadn't
many children because the period of restoration of the country after
war was accompanied by famine and poverty. I have got higher education
at fine university. First I studied in school with the medical bias,
then six years at university and then four years of doctor's
specialization as intern. And after that I am working as the
gynecologist. You asked me about a possible meeting. I with pleasure
will answer - Of Course! I would not start such a relations if I were
not sure in it. If my heart will prompt me that I should go in your
country, I necessarily will go. Of course all is possible. And if I
will feel that time to meet have come, I will make all to organize
this meeting. Yes, I have heard of Beatles, I personally have not
listened to them but I have heard of them.
What else to tell about myself? I always very much get tired on
work. And though my work is not heavy physical work but like any
doctor, I am in constant concentration and an internal moral strenuousness,
because the health of people depends on my attention. I am always
waiting weekends with impatience. Weekends are the only one possibility
for me to get a rest and to get new forces. Weekends I spend variously.
Sometimes I want simply to rest in my apartment. I live alone in my
apartment. I have the one-room apartment with a toilet and kitchen.
I like my apartment - small and cozy. On weekends I always clean
apartment properly. I like purity. And though I always try to keep
clean my apartment, all the same, always in the weekends I find what
work to make in an apartment. But when I want really to relax I listen
to music or read books. I like to read books especially historical
novels about ancient Russia or other countries. I like to spend time
with my female friends. I have two best lady friends. When we meet, the
air is filling with laughter. We like to walk and to talk; we go to
cinema and walk in the park. If you want I can tell you about my friends.
I like very much to spend time in nature in the open air. I like the sea.
I live not very far away from the sea, but should tell that I have been
there very seldom. I like woods, mountains, lakes and the rivers more.
Camping in Russia is very popular. I adore to go to the forest and to
live in a tent though now I have such opportunity seldom. I like to
look at night illumination and cars headlights. I like very much to
look at the stars. In August our sky abound with stars. It is
incredible beautifully. I like to cook on the fire. There is nothing
more wonderful than when the fragrances of forest, mountain rivers and
smoke mix together in the air. I am romantic undoubtedly. I really like
to cook. I know that I do it well, because I started cooking from childhood.
My mother taught me many things including cooking. She said: "Lady who
can cook well doesn't have disadvantages and demerits, because tasty
food is a way to the man's heart (smile). May be she was right. We have
In Russia many national dishes, such as an okroshka, uha, borsch,
golubtsy, pelmeni. I am not sure if you know such dishes. These are
Russian national dishes. Also I like Italian food (pizza, spaghetti),
I like sea foods. Once I even tried sushi. What dishes do you prefer
Jarda? Looking back at your life would you like to change something?
I have to finish. I hope my letter was not stodgy and uninteresting.
I will wait for your letter with impatience. I wish you peace and
kindness. Irina.


Привет, мой дорогой друг xxx!
Спасибо за твое письмо. День за днём я чувствую больше потребности
в получении твоего письма. Мое настроение снова стало лучше , когда я
имею твое письмо. Я должна сказать, что, когда я имею хорошее настроение,
я слышу благодарность от моих пациентов намного чаще (улыбка).
Поэтому, теперь здоровье российских женщин зависит от твоих писем (улыбка).
WOW! I enjoyed your picture. You are a very handsome man. You should
know that I am happy woman - I look at you and I smile, because you
are really handsome and have a rare charm. You are a most attractive
and charming man I ever saw!!! Your daughter is a very beautiful lady!
She has very beautiful smile and eyes. Your son is so charming. Very
charming boy. I am very glad that you have son. I am sure that you are
a happy man and father. You have absolutely correctly found my village
and area, it is really near Ukraine and 100 km from Black sea. Ok,
foods. The borsch is soup with boiled beet, a potato, meat, cabbage,
onions, pepper and a bay leaf. Golubtsy it is meat mince with the
onions, wrapped up in cabbage sheets and stewed in an oven. It is
incredibly tasty dish. It sounds much worse than it is actually. The
basic components of okroshka: sausage, hard-boiled eggs, boiled
potato, sour cream, onions and the most important - kvass. I am sure
that kvass cook only in Russia. Kvass is a freshening drink that cooks
from a mix of rye and barley malt, rye flour or rye zwiebacks, sugar
and water with the subsequent fermentation. But it is not an alcoholic
drink! Uha is a fish-soup. But this soup cooks on a fire in caldron.
The fish should be just caught right before. As a rule it is the
perch, pike or a ruff. In soup will put only a fish, a potato and
onions; the salt to taste.
To my regret I could not visit an exhibition. Last days was a
lot of work and I could not go to Novoshahtinsk. But it not death (smile).
By the way, when I came to work today, my mood was bad, because my friend
Juliya fell ill and now she is in the hospital. The saddest thing is that
she has birthday today. She is 30 years old today. Unfortunately she will
spend her birthday in the hospital. But I have already talked with a
doctor and I will be allowed to spend evening in her chamber. In the
evening I will bake a cake, I will buy balloons and go to the hospital.
I hope very much that she will have good mood on her birthday.
She is my best friend. By the way, she works with me in the clinic.
Juliya the doctor the otolaryngologist in our clinic. As a matter of
fact I have only two real friends - Juliya and Olga. Juliya is a lady who
is in the hospital. Olga is our friend already for several years. Juliya
and I are like sisters. We like to take a walk. Usually we walk in the
park. But also we like to spend time in Juliya vegetable garden. She lives
in an old wooden house. I don't know if you have seen such houses. It is
the houses which were built before the Second World War, in the fortieth
years. These are very old houses which don't have bath and running water.
So people have to take water outside in the well. In modern world such
conditions seem very terrible, but this is really so. We like to spend
time in Juliya vegetable garden. There she grows the potato, tomatoes and
cucumbers not to buy them in the market. Every winter Juliya, Olga and I
together build a big Snowman in her vegetable garden, using a big snow
spheres. We put carrot instead of nose, and potatoes instead of eyes. It
is very funny. All neighbor's children came to see it. By the way, if we
want to fool about, we put carrots not only instead of a nose but also
below..... (hint and smile) First time we made such Snowman 10 years ago.
Since that time we do it every year. It is a tradition for us. We poured
it with water to cover with ice. So it could stand for the whole winter.
I like Alekseevka. Almost all people in our village know each other.
We have little buildings - maximum 2 floors. Juliya says that she wants to
live in a big city. I don't know where is better. Big city is a big
traffic, fast rhythm of life, garlands of fires, lightning's of shop
windows, high buildings, fountains, cinemas, parks, attractions, theatres.
It is wonderful, of course I like it. But our village is a fresh air, a
lot of trees and birds, silent and comfortable, cozy, quiet place, no
hubris and vanity inherent for big cities. We have a lot of small and
large lakes and rivers. The places are very beautiful. If there was no
criminality, it would be paradise. But alas, the criminal in small cities,
as well as in the big cities is an integral part our life. Unfortunately
the crime in Russia is on a very high level. But I don't want to tell
about sad things. Several times, Juliya, Olga and I went to the festival
of bard song. This is a place on the coast of the river where a lot of
people come from all country. At night the coast is covered with thousand
fires lights. The scene is a huge raft having the form of a guitar and
established right on water and everybody who wants to sing together with
famous bard singers, goes on this raft and starts to sing. And all
thousands people become silent and listen to this singer even if he is
absolutely unknown. It is the unique festival. I have to finish my letter.
I don't want but I have to do it. Today when I will come to Juliya we will
talk about you. She likes to ask about you and I like to tell her. I
wanted to ask you what makes you happy Jarda? What was the best gift
from a woman you got? Sincerely your, and with best wishes.
Irina.


Hi xxx!
At once I want to tell that Juliya sends you her greetings. I was in
hospital and we have spent her birthday very well. I wanted to bake a
small cake, but it has turned out on the contrary. The cake was huge. It
weighed two kg. When I have brought it to hospital, we have divided this
into set of pieces; and all doctors and some patients that were in this
small branch are drank tea and ate a pie together with us and everyone was
glad and happy. I have brought a lot of balloons. She was very glad and
grateful to me. The day is wonderful today and the weather is good. The
sun is shining all the day. To add to all this I have got your letter and
my happiness doesn't have limits. So what about your weather? May be today
after work I will take a walk. I like to walk along the street and to
breathe the fresh air, especially when the weather is warm, even in the
winter. As a matter of fact I don't want to go home. At home is very
boringly and lonesomely. Sometimes I don't notice it, but sometimes when
I come home with good mood, I want to talk very much, to share thoughts with
anybody, to have fun. But my apartment is empty and I have to be in full
loneliness. And my good mood disappears. I simply sit down into the armchair
and look at the window. And when the silence deafens me, when I hear movement
of my eyelashes, at that moment the hoop of loneliness compresses my heart.
I can listen to music or read a book. I can go to my friends. But in some
moment I understand that I just deceive myself. In fact I want a beloved
person to be near me, with whom I could spend evenings, to meet morning,
to talk about yesterday and to dream about tomorrow day. I want to walk
and to feel a strong man arm holds me. I don't want to cook meals only
for myself. I want somebody to appreciate it. But I think enough about it.
Thank you for new pictures. Really a fantastic cloud!
Thanks for your anxiety about Juliya. She has female disease.
It is not dangerous, but demanded to place her in hospital to take
small survey. Now doctors have found out everything and probably
tomorrow or the day after tomorrow she will already leave hospital,
but will be compelled to spend still some days home to provide a rest.
Of course I will say your congratulations to Juliya. I am sure, she
will be happy to find out that you rendered her such sign of attention.
Thank you for your fine answers to my questions. Your thoughts are very
deep and are filled with man's wisdom. I like what you have written about
the best gift from a woman. You are very sensual man. I see that you have
considered my questions seriously and your answers are very clever.
Of course I am not offended that you drink beer. I think all men, in
any city of any country worldwide like beer. I will not hide that
sometimes I too allow myself to drink beer. Small bottle is quite enough.
Of course it happens not often, but in fact it happens! Therefore of
course I am not surprised that you like beer. I think that in the modern
world, the beer and men have to be considered as a unit (smile).
Of course I am sure that we will meet. I would not start such relations if
did not think of a meeting. Without a meeting there can not be any future.
Now we write to each other and we tell about ourselves. Ours dialogue
helps us to learn each other, to understand thoughts, feelings. Our
dialogue helps us to express by means of words our sensations, feelings,
to tell about life experience, to share the kind moments of a life. It
undoubtedly helps us to become big friends and more. I know that when I
will feel in my heart that the time for a meeting has come, I with the big
pleasure and with happiness will organize our meeting if you would like
the same. I do not know when I will get my vacation. Maybe tomorrow, maybe
in some months. But it is not the most important. We have chance to start
relations in such way, to tell to each other about life, to share thoughts,
we can become friends; and the meeting after that would bring much more
happiness. I understand that I must have a lot of patience in such relations,
but if there is even one chance to find happiness in such way, I am ready to
use this chance. Because all problems which can arise in any relations,
independently if man and woman live in the next houses or on distance of
several thousand kilometers, are insignificant in comparison with happiness
that they will find when will understand that they are created for each other.
Unfortunately I cannot use skype. I cannot use the Internet.
We have the Internet only some times in day - for receiving and sending mail.
I heard about cellular phones, but it used only in large cities. Here
people have no cellular phones because such phones do not work here.
Hi Jarda, again. I began writing the letter in the morning.
Now already 5 p.m. Can you imagine? Today was heavy working day. My working
day comes to an end soon. But, one employee has brought here her small son,
and she has asked me to look after him because she should leave urgently
for some hours. The boy knows me very well. He already some times remained
with me and spent time. As our clinic works till 22.00, we can be here
up to the end of work day. His mom works in our clinic only a few months and
she has no friends or relatives here. That's why I already some times helped
her. Her son is amusing boy. He told to me that tomorrow he with mom should
go to dentist to treat his ill tooth. I asked him: What do you dream about?
He answered that he dreams to become a grownup because grownups don't have
problems with teeth. It was so funny. I often recollect childhood.
I always dreamed to become a grown up as soon as possible. As every child
I completely believed that grownups don't have problems at all. I dreamt
in the childhood and I dream now. Of course, the world of dreams is an
illusive world. We live in a real life, so we should not sink into the
world of dreams and phantasies for a long time. When a dream becomes
obsession, it can bring only pain and disappointment. Our dreams
come true not always. It happens that you use all energy, all aspiration
to make dream come true. But irrespective of how strenuously you try, not
everything in this life depend on us. When the dream for a long time does
not come true, dream ceases to be the star, that was for you a lighthouse
in the ocean of the life. But anyway, I think that it is impossible to live
without dreams and hopes. When there is a dream, the life is filled with
sense. Our dreams force us to think, analyze, choose and come to a
conclusion. The Faith and Hope are eternal satellites of our lifes. And
regardless of what waits you at the end, we remember joy of the victories
better, than disappointment and pain of the defeats. Don't you agree?
I'm surprised that I write all this to you. I have never had a man, with whom
I felt conveniently in sharing my thoughts. But now I have found you, and
I am very glad. Forgive me for my frankness. If I said something
superfluous forgive me please. Can I ask some small questions? Do you like
to sleep, or get up early in the morning? Do you like to kiss? (smile)
Are you a good kisser? (smile) Do you like when your friends come to your home
or you prefer to go to friends. I adore when Juliya or Olga come to my
apartment. What clothes do you like to see in a lady? I will wait for your
letter with impatience.
Irina.


Hi, xxx.
I am very glad that you have written me. Thank you very much. You cannot
imagine how much I wait for messages from you! Your letters became a part
of my days! Now in my thoughts always only one question - "When I will get
an opportunity to read your letter and to write my letter to you?"... And when
I hear a favorite phrase: "Irina, you can jump, you has received the letter!"
(A lady who works with a computer says exactly this phrase) I really become
joyful very much and start to smile involuntarily. Therefore thank you!!!
Today is a good day and to clinic I have come already with good mood.
Today at night there was a little rain. In the morning I have come out
to the street to jog and I have seen that all footpaths and roads
completely are filled with water . But I like such a weather. I like any
weather. Many people do not notice beauty that surrounded them. In my soul
such a weather wakens the big energy and fine mood. I like all seasons.
I like autumn. Yellow leaves, gold trees. It is so wonderful to walk in the
park and to listen to how leaves rustle under feet; to see the clouds that
float in the sky, to see birds departing to the warm lands. And at night
the sky begins to cry. The rain knocks on windows and roofs. A lightning
illuminates for shares of second the empty streets. It is wonderful. How
it would be wonderful in such a weather to appear with beloved in a small
room with a warm fireplace; weak light and singing of a cricket. How you
think Jarda? What can be finer than romantic evening in rainy day? I at
all do not know what season I like more. Russian winter is delightful. The
all world around is white. And falls of snow bewitches, especially in the
evening. When you see flows of light from a window, and on a background of
black sky small snowflakes are similar to stars. And if for a long time
you look at the sky, then it seems that you are flying through these
wonderful snowflakes towards something unknown. I like spring. The world
as though is born again. Air is filled with freshness. All troubles and
failures thaws together with snow. The sounds of the baby birds chirping
for the first time. Summer is a fine mood, the desire to learn the world,
to have a rest and enjoy life. I feel that I rambling on.
Thanks for your anxiety about Juliya. She in hospital. Probably
tomorrow or the day after tomorrow she will already leave hospital.
Thank you for your fine words. Thanks for your sincere and gentle
words. Nobody spoke with me so gently, cautiously and sincerely
before! Your thoughts and feelings are so beautiful and romantic.
And I see me in your thoughts and it force me to feel that I especial
lady. Your letters and your thoughts bring pleasure at my day and
give calm to my soul. I think of you and I feel warmth in my heart.
Thank you for new pictures. Your apartment is very cozy, beautiful and
comfortable! I like all color decisions! I am sure that in your
apartment any guest feels very well and conveniently and the soul in
such cozy apartment has constant rest. It is delightful!
I really want to tell you what I feel. I get a great pleasure when you
write to me. Your letters and your thoughts bring pleasure at my day
and give calm to my soul. I think of you and I feel warmth in heart.
You have such kind heart. Something inside me prompted me that
you very sincere and true a man. It so is important for me. I always
think about you and it is pleasant to me. I do not know where I go.
But I am not afraid of it. Nobody knows what waits for us in the future,
in one hour, or tomorrow, or in 20 years. I simply go there where
directs me my heart. I'm listening what my heart says to me.
When will come time to do the choice, to choose road, my heart again
will tell me what I have to do now. So was always in my life. And now
my heart is overflow with unusual feelings, and I do not know how
to describe what I feel. I do not feel that between us thousand kilometers.
I constantly think of you. I never feel such warmth in my heart.
Oh yes! I like to kiss! (I want to intrigue you! I could?) I think that
a kiss it in general the most romantic and sensual way of expression
of the love, tenderness and desire. People allow to each other to learn
a internal world and taste of each other; people exchange breath.
It is very sensual moment and of course it brings pleasure to any person.
Kiss it's display of feelings. By means of a kiss is possible to tell very
much. It is very important part of relationship. Any displays of feelings,
kiss or embrace are very important. It is the basic factor of relationship.
I think the more, the better. I like to be kissed in a neck! It is my magic
place! Also shoulders, hands, a stomach and of course lips!!!!!
I like to be affectionate. It is a part of my character. I like to
give tenderness and I like to get the tenderness. Therefore I hate a
rage and roughness. I like to express feelings in all allowable ways.
And I think that it's wonderfully.
By the way, I jog for many years. I really have good health because
I always try to support my figure and I jog every morning. I try to spend
time in the air as much as possible. I have no car and I use transport
extremely seldom. I get contrast shower - alternation of a stream of cold
and hot water. I since the childhood lived in conditions of cold winter
and damp autumn. Such climate is toughening health very well. I do not
smoke and I do not drink alcoholic drinks. I really love a healthy way
of life. And I am proud of it. I love sports very much. Though should admit
that I never played golf, football and basketball, never boxed. But I
could surprise you, if I had opportunity to compete with you in beach
volleyball. By the way, when I studied at university, I visited section
of swimming and have reached good results. Some times I participated
in swim competitions. Swimming - till now my favorite kind of sports.
Jarda, I send my pictures. I hope you will like it. I for a long
time thought and have decided to send a picture - only for you...
So, this picture really only for you! I hope you understand...
I have to finish. With the best regards and with thoughts of you.
Irina.


Hi my dear friend, xxx!!!!
I am very glad that you have written. Many thanks. You have again
raised my mood and have placed a happy smile into my face.
I see your kindness; and all that you want in your life is so similar
to what I want. You are a most romantic man, and you are looking for
in the life the simple pleasures which will make the soul of any woman
a blossoming garden. You are a very funny man, and all your dreams
are filled with desire to love and to be loved, to wish and to be desired
to woman. I imagined many times all what you have described in your
letters. The woman who will win your heart will be the happiest woman.
You are able to make a life colorful, varied, funny and romantic.
You possess inexhaustible energy. Your heart is filled with tenderness
and kindness. You are a man each woman would dream about.
I never thought that I meet a man who is so similar to me in desires
and dreams. When I read your letters, I closed my eyes and saw all
that you described. And it brought pleasure into my heart.
To answer your serious question I want to tell that I think any
relations should have as the reliable foundation - friendship, sincere and
true. I am happy to have you as a good friend and if it will lead to
something more close, I will be happy. If I write to you it means that I
admit a thought that we can become close friends, and of course I admit a
thought about possible future together! From the very beginning I have
told that I write not for fun. For me it is a serious step. Now we go on a
way of learning each other and I think it is a correct way. I feel that we
become good friends, and it can serve as a springboard for something
greater. I do not know what waits for us in the future. But anyhow, you
bring to me positive emotions and make me smile. It means that you already
have found a place in my heart. Where it will lead me I do not know.
By the way xxx, today I went to job being absolutely confident that
your letter waits for me. Earlier I always went with thought that you
probably yet have not written, but today for the first time I went with
thought that your letter already waits for me. I went along the street
with the smile on my face. I could not hide my smile. People that went
past of me looked back and looked at me. Here already many employees know
that I have found such a wonderful friend, and nobody is surprised that my
friend lives in other country. Everybody only are glad. Nobody here is
surprised if the woman searches for not Russian man. I think the cultural
distinction is a wonderful thing. I don't understand Russian men and their
culture of dialogue with woman. They are not able to appreciate woman's
feelings, her fidelity, love. They do not appreciate sincerity and
aspiration of woman to do for a man absolutely everything. The only thing
she need - the warmth and caress, which she wants to get from a man. It is
the problem of Russian men. Russian lady does everything for a man but
doesn't get anything from him. All what she needs is at least a couple of
tender words and gentle touching of his arms. Really it is so difficult?
Really it is difficult to present for your lady a romantic evening and a
supper with candles? In Russia as a rule such gift give lady to man, but
not man to lady. You say that I am beautiful. In Russia I am not
considered like a beautiful lady. I am usual and simple woman with usual
appearance. Russian men, practically all of them, usually show disrespect
to ladies. They consider that woman only have to work, to cook, to wash
cloths and entertain a man when he wants. For Russian man to offend a
woman is a usual thing. I like to cook and to wash cloths but sometimes I
would like to receive simple caress, love and attention. I don't want to
offend all men. Of course there are good men in Russia, but there are few
of them. Men very often say dirty words (not normative lexicon) when they
talk with lady and consider that there is nothing bad in it. I want to
tell you about my ex-boyfriend. I feel that you will understand me. I had
boyfriend. We had good time together. He was kind. But he liked to drink.
When he got drunk he became an absolutely other person. He talked with me
by bad and dirty words. The time passed and his love to alcohol became a
habit. He became another person - rude and evil, even when did not drink.
He has found the big interest in beating of me. He began to beat me very
often and cruelly. He often knocked me in my face by fist and even kicked
me by foot when I already was on a floor. And every time when I being on a
floor looked in to his eyes, and with tears in my eyes asked him - WHY? -
he just responded that any man is a King and a place of any woman - under
foot of a true man. But the next day he smiled and talked with me as if
nothing had happened. In public he was very delicate, polite. All people
considered that he is a true gentleman. But when he found oneself at home,
everything was on the contrary. I very much was afraid of him and I have
left him. My soul was wounded very much. After this I couldn't make myself
get acquainted with another man. I don't trust Russian men. I am afraid to
give my love, but back to get roughness instead of love. I have told to
you about it because I want you to know that I open to you my soul. And I
want you to know about my ex-relationship with my ex-boyfriend. I feel
that I can tell to you about this because I feel that you have very kind
heart. By the way, today Juliya leaves hospital! And though she will spend
some more days at home, all the same it is much better than in hospital.
If you have disagreements with lady, can you apply roughness?
Are you able to transform quarrel into the peace, pleasure and a smile?
I hope my letter have not offended you in any way.
I have to finish. With all my kindness and tenderness.
Irina.


Hi, xxx!
How is your mood? I hope that up to my letter your mood was fine, but
after my letter your mood became superfine (smile) Likely I am too
self-confident. But I am happy again because I have again received
your letter. I so waited for this minute,- when I can write to you.
Our friendship became the important part of my life, and I hope that in
your life as well. Sometimes I understand that the thread that connects
me with you now is not most strong. But I do not want this thread to be
torn. Right now I sit and I smile simply because I am glad that again I
can to share with you my thoughts. Sometimes I so want you to see my
smile during the similar moment because I think it is the most sincere
smile! But sometimes my smile leaves me because I know that now the
only thing that connects us is our thoughts, that we send to each
other,- thoughts, transformed into a letters that are not able to show
all depth of thoughts. But at the same time I understand that nobody
knows what waits for us in the future. I hope my words do not offend
you and maybe you even think just as I...
Thanks for the pictures. You are incredibly handsome and attractive a man.
I am sure that any woman get pleasure looking on you. I am not exception.
Thanks for all your words. I am very glad that you have expressed
to me your opinion. It is pleasant for me to realize that I have a friend
- a true man. I really do not understand how people can be very angry
if they love each other. I do not remember when at last time I became
angry. I do not like to be angry and I do not like to quarrel. I know
absolutely precisely that any disagreements can be solved with a smile
on the face. I try never to raise a voice. To force me to cry easier
than to make me mad. I like to conciliate people and when my friends
in the quarrel, I always act as conciliator. When I am upset, it can
be understood on my eyes. Juliya says that when I am upset, I have such
sad eyes that after looking at me she wants to cry. Probably it is the
truth because when I am upset, everyone notices it. I become silent and
imperceptible. I as always talk with people, I smile, but all the same
everyone see that something wrong with me. To carry quarrel into the
bed or to leave problem on tomorrow 's day is wrong. I never would do
that. I never can be in a disagreement more than several minutes.
I feel very much not comfortably if I am in a disagreement .
Therefore I always try to reconcile at once. If people love each other
and respect feelings and interests of each other, I am sure that
serious disagreements cannot be the case. I always take into account
an opinion of other people; therefore I very seldom have disagreements
with somebody. I respect any mind. And I am sure that any quarrel can
be discussed simply in quiet conversation. It is enough to express your
opinion and attentively and respectfully to listen to opinion of your
beloved. And the decision will come. And what can be more pleasant
than a soft kiss after a short disagreement? Really?
You asked me if I am ready to live in another country, and I want to answer.
Paradise there, where the love, tenderness and fidelity. Not matter if I
see behind my window the ocean or flower glade, steppe or walls of houses.
The main thing what is on this side of a window! And it is small world
which will be filled with love and a cosines, world which will be created
by me and my beloved, the world which will be constructed on love,
fidelity and mutual respect. Home it a place where your children love and
wait for you. Home it a place where you feel love and tenderness of your
beloved. Home it a place where you hear laughter of children, which make
tears of happiness on your eyes, it a place where reigned the calmness and
reliability. And has no value what is behind door... The happiness does
not depend on a place. And if I will understand that I like, the distance
will not be important for me. For the sake of him I will be ready to pass
through all misfortunes and misery. For love there are no barrier and
borders. If I will find love, for me also there will be no barrier, borders
and distances. Where is the love and fidelity,-there is the paradise.
I do not know how difficultly to say goodbye to friends. But I am sure,
if I will be happy, my friends will be glad for me not less than I.
Tomorrow difficult day waits for me. Probably tomorrow I will
work outside of clinic. We call it - "the ride working day".
Juliya also goes with us. She already is completely healthy and begins work.
It is difficult day. At this day several doctors and specialists of
our clinic are going on the special medical bus to various remote
small settlements, small villages in a thicket of the forest. These are
poor villages which are located far away from the big cities and
settlements. In these villages there are no doctors and clinics and
people cannot visit clinic at any moment. In such villages there is
always a lot of people who need the doctor but cannot reach clinic by
self. Often it is a people who are not able to live without help of
other people, - basically are small children or old and weak feeble
people. We go in these villages on the bus with all necessary
equipment. People in these villages love us and wait more than
anything. But it is really the hard work if to take into account that
we are going there at 6 am, and we come back sometimes even after 10
pm! But I will wait your letter because our friendship gives force to
me, and our dialogue is a rest for my soul! My dear friend Jarda!
I have to go! Sincerely and with thoughts about you.
Irina.

P.S. I do not remember, I spoke you that I enjoy fishing?
These pictures are taken several years ago when my father was alive.
We were with him on fishing on the river Don. These single picture
of my father and this picture very dear for me. By the way I have
found one my old picture. I was child and I did not fish, but I went
with my father on fishing.



Hi my dear xxx
Today is a fine day. Already in the morning I knew that I today
I will get an opportunity to write to you. And all the rest become
unimportant for me. Today I really haven't opportunity to write much.
Please forgive me. But I have enough time to tell to you that I
thought of you and waited when I will get opportunity to write you.
I only can answer your questions briefly. I asked Juliya that your
friend is interested in her. I do not wish to afflict your friend, but
now Juliya does not search for any relations. Unfortunately I cannot
meet you in Moscow at this time. I have no vacation. My village
located on distance of 1700 kilometers to the south from Moscow. The
train up to Moscow goes 2 days. I will not have time to reach Moscow
and back for week-end. You can reach my village? You should take a
train up to Rostov on Don, then take a taxi up to Alekseevka.
I send you my address.
Rostovskaya obl.,
d. Alekseevka, ul. Sadovaya, dom 17, kv.7
And I have time to tell the main thing. I do not know why, but today
I have woken up earlier than usually. I could not fall asleep again.
I simply sat near window and looked at the sky. Suddenly, a small birdie
appeared on my window. It was very beautiful birdie. This birdie looked
at me, and started to twitter. It was so unusually and beautifully. It was
a beautiful song. I looked at this small birdie and thought, that you
xxx now somewhere far away; maybe you sleep and see me in your
sleep-dream. And I so wanted you to see this small birdie and to hear her
delightful song. And I have whispered: "Fly off, my little birdie,
fly to my friend Jarda, and tell to him that one girl, that is so far away,
thinks of him and sends to him this song. And at this moment the birdie
has flinched and flew away as if this birdie has heard my words!
And I have thought, if today you xxxx will see a small birdie
singing beautiful song, - be sure that it is my birdie I sent to you!
Forgive me, but I have to go. I want to send you my kiss if you do not mind.
Your Irina.

P.S. I have for you a surprise. My boss has bring camera
in clinic and take some my pictures after the ending of work.
Now I look so. I hope you like my pictures?

Hi, my far, but dear friend xxx.
Many thanks for your letter. It was the long-awaited letter. I am
really madly glad to receive your letter. I am really glad that I have
found you. I want to tell you today so much.
You have written a wonderful poem in your letter. It was very beautiful,
wonderful words. May be it even a song and I can only imagine how these
words would be fine in a combination with music. Thank you!
But I have no phone at home and at work. Phone on work has only internal
connection. The line with the Internet has only an exit in the Internet,
but has no phone for conversations. This telephone line is connected to
the Novoshahtinsk center of telecommunication, but we have no telephone
lines for the international connection. To find a way to call
difficultly for me. If I would live in Moscow or Saint Petersburg, I
could find phone, but here a telephone system is undeveloped. Here
people cannot even call militia or ambulance if they need it. If you
would see how we live here, you would understand.
Today I wanted to say just the right things to you. I didn't want to
offend or upset you in anyway, and it really bothered me that saying
something wrong may do that. I always speak directly from my heart but
sometimes, words must be chosen carefully. I feel somewhat lost when
I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my
soul, I feel contentment and joy when I think of you. I have never
done this in my life, (tried to initiate a relationship halfway across
the world), but I am more than willing to learn whatever is need to
succeed, if it is your
desire as well. I also believe that couples should be the best friends,
which trust and share with each other everything that they feel.
I don't know if my word and thoughts make sense to you; and for me so hard
to put them in typed words that you will feel and understand. I believe
in God, and I believe that I have been put through trials to be ready for
meeting a man with whom I will spend the rest of my life in l