Scammer Fasyhova. Alina
Alina
Fasyhova.
23
Kiev Ukraine
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Hello my dearest one!!!
How are you today? As for me I am not really in the mood.
I have a feeling that I did something wrong.
I have never thought this could happen to me. That I could
fell in love with the person I have never seen in my life.
I want to less the distance between
us so much, to take your hand, to look into your eyes and
to see that you understand my naive soul. I know I shouldn't
be so open. I have to be strong and keep everything inside.
I am too emotional but I don't want you to be scared and run
away. If I could be closer to you and if I could show you my
feelings. I want you so much to see me, to feel my touch.
I would kiss your eyes and say how I love you.
Again I am acting like a silly little girl. I am mad at myself.
But at the same time I can't stop. I want you to know my
feelings. I even thought of coming to you. And I have even
went the tourist agency to check about the visas. And
now I know that the best way for me to come to you is to
get a tourist visa. It will not take much time.
And they told me at the tourist agency that I have a very
good chance to get it. And it is a very good reason for
giving me a visa. I've checked that a visa will cost $400.
(400$ for visa, passport, medical insurance and for all documents)
You know with my salary I just can't afford it. And I will
need your help. It's up to you, of course. But I really hope
you will be able to help me with getting visa.
Please, think about it and let me know.
Do you want me to come to you?
Do you want to meet with me at last? I want it very much.
Hope you too.
I will give you the information for the case you decide to do it.
The best way to send money is to do it via MoneyGram
or Western Union. It is an easy and quick way to get it.
It is necessary to know the full name of receiver.
My full name is Alina Fasyhova.
Kiev, Ukraine
And after sending money, the one who is getting money should know an
Reference number (for Money Gram) - 8 digits,
MTCN (Money Transfer Control Number) - 10 digits
and the sum of money that was sent and the full name of the sender and the city where you are living.
Also you can send money on-line!!!
(please visit http://www.moneygram.com and http://www.westernunion.com and for more information)
Well, I hope that you will think on this information.
You have lots of food for thought.
Please, write me as soon as possible. I am waiting for
your reply.
Love you.
P.S. You can send money to any Money Gram or Western Union of Kiev, Ukraine.
I was told that Money Gram is much more cheaper to send it (about 2 times!!!!)
P.P.S. Also I have asked to copy the following instruction for you:
While you're sending the wire transfer you might be asked to provide information concerning transfer purpose and destination.
In order to speed up the process please reply that these funds are sent to your friend, relative, business partner and etc.
Please do specify that the receiver is known by you personally and also note that these funds are your own money.
Main reason for this request is financial regulations in receiver’s country, so be serious and answer teller’s questions
carefully because incorrect answers could cause a significant delay for the wire to be processed.
--
Alina
please check my pics here http://www.photohost.ru/member/32591" target="_blank">http://www.photohost.ru/member/32591http://hotmail.com" target="_blank
how are you today?
I still have a problem with mailing to you...
please don't be sad I don't know if you receive this letter or not...
I will try to do my best...
***********
here is my first letter, hope you receive it...
***
Hi, I am sorry that I could not reply you earlier, but it was because I
hadn=92t seen your letter.
I was out of town and just it happened to be in the SPAM. Really, I =
don=92t
know what the reason to set it there was.=20
In fact I hope that my letter will be received by you and not placed in =
the
same folder.=20
Still, I think I will switch off the SPAM filter.
I have found your add on the source and I think that you are a really
good-looking man, so am in really interested to get acquainted with you. =
But first of all, I want to describe myself, because probably, you are
interested in my personality.
Oh yeah, I wonder if your is a real one.=20
You know there are a lot of nick-names online, people tend not to use =
their
personal data :-)))
Well, what about me? My name is Alina. I am 28 years old, I am 167
centimeters High (it will be 5.5 foots),=20
and I weight 56 kilograms. I am single, and never had a husband, and I =
have
no children, too.=20
I like to be good-looking, I am slim I like sport and I am keen of =
jogging.
It helps mea lot to keep fit.
If you remember, I am Ukrainian, I live in the capital of the country, =
Kiev,
but not in the very site, in its outskirts.=20
Probably, Thanks to my place of living I can do jogging easily, because =
out
of the city the traffic and the life itself are calmer.=20
Still, I happen to travel to the city very often, because I work as a
waitress in a restaurant, which is located in Kiev.=20
I work every second day there. You know the life in the city? You should =
be
fast, quick-minded and smart to live there.=20
And I have learned this way of life providing that my parents were dead =
when
I was a child.=20
It=92s not easy to say, but very often I feel alone, because I know that =
there
is no one who cares of me.=20
I don=92t like to talk about my Mom and Dad, because it still hurts me.=20
Hey say that growing up you should forget of some terrible things, but I
simply can=92t. I was an only child in my family, so I have no brothers =
or
sisters=85
But don=92t think that I am a looser, it is not true, I love life, I =
enjoy it
in its every way.
I know that even a bad situation can have something positive. I =
appreciate
experience. I live a normal complete life.
I think I have everything by now=85No, not everything=85Still there is =
one thing
I can=92t reach.=20
I would very much like to have a close friend.=20
Some person that will let me cry on his shoulder, who will let me tell =
him
everything, who will manage to calm me down,=20
someone who will love and to whom I can give my love. I am a very caring
person I can devote myself completely to the one I love.=20
For me it is something special to see the person I like smiling and =
happy.=20
As all in loved people I always tend to see the pros. We are not perfect =
and
to love means to accept the way we are.
So I finish my latter here because I am writing you from an internet =
cafe
and my time is over. I have no pc.=20
I will trine you every second day because I will need to be in the city.
Alina
[email protected]
P.S. Please, answer me asap that I knew that I am interesting to you.
I am so sorry for my silence.
Computers of the Internet center have been infected with a virus and
the administration has decided to close it before full clearing all
computers.
To me has carried!!! My computer has not been infected!!!
I have not lost all given as other clients!
Alina
[email protected]
P.S. Please, answer me asap that I knew that I am interesting to you.
I will send you more pics in my next letters!!!
I am so glad that you have replied.
I have absolutely forgotten about the track of time while reading your
letter.=20
I can say for sure if I have written or not but I will repeat it once =
again
if you are interested -
I live in Ukraine, not in Kiev itself, though very close to it
I am 28, My height is 167 centimeters, my weight is 60s kilograms.
I am single and have no children. I have never been married.
I don=92t even think of finding someone abroad =96 it is not the goal of =
my
life.=20
One day I just came in internet cafe in order to find some necessary
information and found you.
So I thought =96 Why not to try? It could be someone interesting and =
caring...
I think it was a chance for both of us.
I wouldn=92t say that all the guys in Ukraine are bad. Every nation has =
its
losers and winners.
Still, the majority of them are spoilt by the women=92s attention. Our =
men
don=92t care about how we really feel.=20
They can be very rude and what irritates me most is that they drink too =
much
of alcohol.
I want to find a caring person, loving and interesting man.
Though according to my profession =96 I am a teacher, I work as a =
waitress in
order to live and earn some money.
Here it is a bit difficult to find work even if you have a diploma.=20
I firstly worked as a teacher in a small local school but my salary was =
so
miserable and small that I couldn=92t even afford paying my bills.=20
Though still I enjoyed very much my work. I like children because they =
are
the flowers of our life.=20
I think I am good at speaking English. My language was formed in the
Institute where I was studying for 5 years.
Dear I have one question for you. Why have you preferred internet for
finding a woman?
It is great to have internet because people from all over the world can =
get
connected it is wonderful!
My question is a bit personal, so I you don=92t want to reply =96 just =
pretend
that you haven=92t read it and I will understand.=20
You seem to be a good person, open-minded and honest =96 as for me you =
should
have no problems with finding a girlfriend in your own country.=20
I am looking forward to your reply.
P.S. do you want see more pics of me??
Alina
[email protected]
P.P.S. Here is my first letter about me I think that you don't =
receive...
Hi!!!!
The time is gone and I have not a new letters from you. Do you have a
problems or do not want to write to me?
Please write a reason because I waiting your letters every day and I =
want to
know what happened.
****
I am so glad that you have replied.
I have absolutely forgotten about the track of time while reading your
letter.=20
I can say for sure if I have written or not but I will repeat it once =
again
if you are interested -
I live in Ukraine, not in Kiev itself, though very close to it
I am 28, My height is 167 centimeters, my weight is 60s kilograms.
I am single and have no children. I have never been married.
I don=92t even think of finding someone abroad =96 it is not the goal of =
my
life.=20
One day I just came in internet cafe in order to find some necessary
information and found you.
So I thought =96 Why not to try? It could be someone interesting and =
caring...
I think it was a chance for both of us.
I wouldn=92t say that all the guys in Ukraine are bad. Every nation has =
its
losers and winners.
Still, the majority of them are spoilt by the women=92s attention. Our =
men
don=92t care about how we really feel.=20
They can be very rude and what irritates me most is that they drink too =
much
of alcohol.
I want to find a caring person, loving and interesting man.
Though according to my profession =96 I am a teacher, I work as a =
waitress in
order to live and earn some money.
Here it is a bit difficult to find work even if you have a diploma.=20
I firstly worked as a teacher in a small local school but my salary was =
so
miserable and small that I couldn=92t even afford paying my bills.=20
Though still I enjoyed very much my work. I like children because they =
are
the flowers of our life.=20
I think I am good at speaking English. My language was formed in the
Institute where I was studying for 5 years.
Dear I have one question for you. Why have you preferred internet for
finding a woman?
It is great to have internet because people from all over the world can =
get
connected it is wonderful!
My question is a bit personal, so I you don=92t want to reply =96 just =
pretend
that you haven=92t read it and I will understand.=20
You seem to be a good person, open-minded and honest =96 as for me you =
should
have no problems with finding a girlfriend in your own country.=20
I am looking forward to your reply.
P.S. do you want see more pics of me??
Alina
[email protected]
P.P.S. Here is my first letter about me I think that you don't =
receive...
do you like the pics I have sent you???
Why you don't write me??
It because that you don't remember me???
Read my letters...
What are doing this weekend?
****
I am so glad that you have replied.
I have absolutely forgotten about the track of time while reading your
letter.=20
I can say for sure if I have written or not but I will repeat it once =
again
if you are interested -
I live in Ukraine, not in Kiev itself, though very close to it
I am 28, My height is 167 centimeters, my weight is 60s kilograms.
I am single and have no children. I have never been married.
I don=92t even think of finding someone abroad =96 it is not the goal of =
my
life.=20
One day I just came in internet cafe in order to find some necessary
information and found you.
So I thought =96 Why not to try? It could be someone interesting and =
caring...
I think it was a chance for both of us.
I wouldn=92t say that all the guys in Ukraine are bad. Every nation has =
its
losers and winners.
Still, the majority of them are spoilt by the women=92s attention. Our =
men
don=92t care about how we really feel.=20
They can be very rude and what irritates me most is that they drink too =
much
of alcohol.
I want to find a caring person, loving and interesting man.
Though according to my profession =96 I am a teacher, I work as a =
waitress in
order to live and earn some money.
Here it is a bit difficult to find work even if you have a diploma.=20
I firstly worked as a teacher in a small local school but my salary was =
so
miserable and small that I couldn=92t even afford paying my bills.=20
Though still I enjoyed very much my work. I like children because they =
are
the flowers of our life.=20
I think I am good at speaking English. My language was formed in the
Institute where I was studying for 5 years.
Dear I have one question for you. Why have you preferred internet for
finding a woman?
It is great to have internet because people from all over the world can =
get
connected it is wonderful!
My question is a bit personal, so I you don=92t want to reply =96 just =
pretend
that you haven=92t read it and I will understand.=20
You seem to be a good person, open-minded and honest =96 as for me you =
should
have no problems with finding a girlfriend in your own country.=20
I am looking forward to your reply.
P.S. do you want see more pics of me??
Alina
[email protected]
P.P.S. Here is my first letter about me I think that you don't =
receive...
Hi, darling! What a wonderful feeling I have every time I see your =
letter.
I realized just now that I was smiling while opening your letter. =
However,
poor those people who were in the cafe, too.
Probably my reaction was strange to them.=20
Well, I will explain what an internet cafe is here, because you may have =
not
this thing in your country.=20
So here it is a place where different people, strangers to each other, =
come
to use an internet access, because all of them have no their personal
computers at home.
Some people come to find necessary information, other people- to write a
letter to someone. This is my case.=20
You have a special payment =96 some sum of money per hour and you can =
use the
line as long as you want.
You know, I understood today, that I have absolutely no problems with
writing to you, it is like I have known you for ages.
It is like I can tell you everything openly, without being scared of =
being
judged or scolded=85=20
I can speak freely and honestly. Probably, that is because I can=92t see =
you.=20
But in general I hate the people who lie; I think it is a disadvantage,
because even the world could be better if there were less of these =
people.
By the word, what do you think about the betrayal? Would you forgive it?
I think I wouldn=92t =91cos it is awful.
Because of this I am sure I will never do this to anyone, it is better =
to
say the truth, to stop the things happen, to finish up, but not to =
betray.=20
Are you interested in my city?
It is very beautiful, green and cozy. There are lots of parks and =
flowers
blossoming all around in the spring.
I find it very romantic to walk there when there is a night the stars =
are
shining all above my head.
By the way, are you a romantic person?=20
Do you like animals? I adore dogs. They are sensitive and faithful. They
love their owners just because they are made like this.=20
So here I will finish my letter. I will just write one more thing =96 I =
am
always looking forward to your replies.
Have a good day!
P.S. What do you think about my new pics? I will send some new pics in =
next
few days.
Hope you liked my small present to you...
P.P.S here is my previous letter
******
Hi, my sweet!!!
You know, when I receive your letter I have some amazing feelings. It =
can
calm me down or it was excite me.
Sometimes my hands tremble and everything falls down. Right now it was =
the
second case.=20
All the documents I carried fell down of my hands. Even a pen I was
holding...=20
You should have seen the faces of the people here in the Internet cafe. =
So
funny!
They must have thought that I am disabled.=20
But I was so gland that I simply kept smiling. Just now I imagine how =
silly
I was looking to all of them.=20
But I don=92t care, because I have received a letter from someone I care =
of...
You know, I write my letters being at home on a sheet of paper and only =
when
they are ready I go to the cafe and send them to you. Hope there is =
nothing
wrong if I share my private life and my hopes and sorrows with you. I =
know
we are still not close enough, but I feel at ease with you. I feel like =
I
can rely on you. .. Certainly, it would be wonderful =96 see you in a =
real
life, just in order to figure out if we could create something serious.
Actually, I am planning to visit you. Really. Internet was a wonderful =
thing
to start knowing you. But right now it is not enough anymore, for me it =
is
not enough. It doesn=92t give you the complete idea of the person you =
are
talking to so I keep guessing who you are. That is why I think it is a =
good
idea =96 to arrange a trip to see you. But still, it will be good enough =
just
to write letters to each other and try to understand if we are a good =
match
at least on the moral level. We both have some life priorities.
I have already told you that I am single and have no children. Our men =
are
not so bad=85 Let=92s say that in every country there are the bad people =
and the
good ones. My country is not an exception. Here there are more women =
than
men, so with all the attention one guy is paid he soon becomes quite a =
nasty
one. However, every lady wants to be treated well =96 that is another
disadvantage of your men. Moreover, they drink a lot, I mean our men. =
And I
have people who drink. As for me, I don=92t need much money; I want to =
find a
caring and honest person. I am very loving and tender myself. I know =
that I
will give a world to someone who I love. I am single and as you =
understand
there is nothing and no one to give love to. One day I decided to find
someone on Internet, who knows, it may be a good way of finding someone.
Well, ok. I am now going to tell you some words about me. What concerns =
my
interests =96 I like cooking. I can cook different salads, soups, =
Italian
pasta, souses, cakes and biscuits. I like inventing something new, =
trying
some new things, changing something in my life. I like going to the
restaurants. Unfortunately, I cannot do this every week on month because =
my
salary limits me very much so usually it happens when some of my friends =
has
a party, a birthday, things like that. When I try a dish I like to =
figure
out what were the ingredients =96 just some kind of a hobby for me, too. =
Dear can you name your favorite dish? I like all the national dishes.
What is your favorite color? I like blue, black and white. I like =
watching
movies and different films when I am free. It is easy for me because I =
have
an old video player. It is very very old, but I like it, I am used to it =
and
it works perfectly. I rent some video cassettes or ask my friends for =
some
of them. Oh, I can watch the films all day. It is my best pastime in =
cold
winter evenings. I get to my bed, make me feel cozy, bring some tea and =
my
evening starts. As every woman I like love stories and sometimes soap
operas. But I adore comedies and horrors, too. I like horrors, really, =
but I
get scared very fats and turn it off. It is better to watch them with
somebody who can calm you down.
What is your favorite movie? Do you have any favorite actress or actor?
I like Tom Cruise very much and Angelina Jolie. I think she is =
absolutely
gorgeous. I have never traveled outside the Ukraine. And you?
Have you ever made a trip to some foreign country?
I am also found of languages. I am now trying to improve my English by
talking to you. But it is more sufficient when someone corrects you.=20
My second hobby is sport. As I have already told you I like jogging, it
helps me to keep
Fit. I also go to the swimming pool as I think it helps a lot for being
slim.=20
I don't have a habit of smoking and drinking. But other smokers don=92t =
bother
me.
I am a Ukrainian Christian Orthodox. I sometimes go to the church. What =
else
to say=85I had so much to tell you but when I started thinking of you =
somehow
the thoughts disappeared.=20
I hope you like the way we talk to each other, because I appreciate it =
very
much.=20
I am looking forward to your reply.
Please, feel free to ask me any question.
P.S. When is your birthday? Mine is 7 of March.
P.P.S. please check my new pics hope you like it
Alina
[email protected]
Unfortunately, I have received nothing from you today. What a pity!
I have come to the Internet cafe feeling really good because I thought =
there
would be something from you.
But in fact my mail is empty.=20
My reaction is strange, it is like I feel I have no rights to scold you, =
but
I would very much like to know what happened to you and why have you
disappear.
You may be busy, full of some urgent things to do. Still, like I child I =
am
waiting for the news from you and I will wait as much as it is needed.=20
I hope you will find some time for me and write me something, just a =
phrase
to cheer me up.=20
*****
Hi, darling! What a wonderful feeling I have every time I see your =
letter.
I realized just now that I was smiling while opening your letter. =
However,
poor those people who were in the cafe, too.
Probably my reaction was strange to them.=20
Well, I will explain what an internet cafe is here, because you may have =
not
this thing in your country.=20
So here it is a place where different people, strangers to each other, =
come
to use an internet access, because all of them have no their personal
computers at home.
Some people come to find necessary information, other people- to write a
letter to someone. This is my case.=20
You have a special payment =96 some sum of money per hour and you can =
use the
line as long as you want.
You know, I understood today, that I have absolutely no problems with
writing to you, it is like I have known you for ages.
It is like I can tell you everything openly, without being scared of =
being
judged or scolded=85=20
I can speak freely and honestly. Probably, that is because I can=92t see =
you.=20
But in general I hate the people who lie; I think it is a disadvantage,
because even the world could be better if there were less of these =
people.
By the word, what do you think about the betrayal? Would you forgive it?
I think I wouldn=92t =91cos it is awful.
Because of this I am sure I will never do this to anyone, it is better =
to
say the truth, to stop the things happen, to finish up, but not to =
betray.=20
Are you interested in my city?
It is very beautiful, green and cozy. There are lots of parks and =
flowers
blossoming all around in the spring.
I find it very romantic to walk there when there is a night the stars =
are
shining all above my head.
By the way, are you a romantic person?=20
Do you like animals? I adore dogs. They are sensitive and faithful. They
love their owners just because they are made like this.=20
So here I will finish my letter. I will just write one more thing =96 I =
am
always looking forward to your replies.
Have a good day!
P.S. What do you think about my new pics? I will send some new pics in =
next
few days.
Hope you liked my small present to you...
P.P.S here is my previous letter
******
Hi, darling... I am not in a mood today. Just somehow I feel tired and
exhausted.
You know, actually, I am fed up with my work. I work for 9, sometimes =
even
more hours a day.
My job requires me to be calm and patient, you know.=20
Being a waitress you should be polite with clients,
smile when they tell you some vulgar joke and be welcoming to those who =
are
in the restaurant for the first time.=20
My salary is about 200 dollars a month which is not as high-high as I =
would
like it to be.=20
I am not afraid of work, but I know that my work should be more paid.
To tell the truth, these 200 dollars are good enough just for =
bills-paying,
no money is left, I would like to have a PC, but still, it costs a lot.=20
Just I imagine how it could be if I would have one. Write you every day, =
one
two three letters...
I also cannot write you so often because of our stupid rules here =96 =
one
should pay for every received and sent letter.
What a shame! We live in such a modern world! I am really sorry for
complaining, just you are the only one I can do this.
I hope you will understand me. That is some kind of nervous breakdown.=20
Every single letter I get from you makes me feel better, much better. It
raises my mood.=20
Please, tell me more about your country. Are there any stupid rules like
here? I am interested in every single thing you are connected with.=20
Here in this country I feel unprotected, vulnerable, and poor sometimes. =
It
is like you work and work every day, but earn nothing.
It is because of this the people here are unfriendly and rude. It is
fantastic to have you in my life.=20
You are so patient and understanding.=20
I want to thank you for everything you have done for me! And thank you =
for
being with me all this time. You are my only friend.=20
I already miss you...
P.S. Can you say me your full name
Mine is
Alina Fasyhova
Kiev, Ukraine
P.P.S. I am sending you my new pic, what do you think of them?...
my previous letter
******
******
Hi, my precious!!!
I hope that nothing happened and you are in a good mood. Please, be =
careful,
and take care of yourself. Reply me as soon as you can.
I will be waiting for you, I promise. I would very much like to ask you =
to
send me some more photos of yours. Chose those best that you have.=20
I am planning to print them and set them in a framework. Than I will put =
the
framework on my desk and will watch you from time to time.=20
It will make me feel closer to you.=20
Some mornings, when I wake up I just try to figure out if everything is
real; I mean if you are real or was it just a dream.
These moments I just need something to prove that you exist. So your =
photo
will help me.
You are the sun that shines and lets me see the way in a dark and dump
world. Have no other words to describe my feelings.
I have a smile on my face when I wake up, because my first thought is =
about
you!!!
Can I ask you for something?
Could you please send me some your best photo, so I could hang it on my =
wall
and every morning before waking up see you again and again?=20
You know, I had an amazing dream last night. We both were on some =
unknown
island; it was beautiful, isolated from all the rest of the world.
There were just two of us. You were holding my hands and you were =
silent. No
words were needed. That was great. We were so close to each other.=20
I felt to be the happiest woman in the word because I knew you were so
close. It was something special, the feeling, the passion I had and =
love.
Do you dream about me? Can you tell me of them if it is not too private =
for
you?
You know, probably, it is too silly to say, but I feel like I could have
created a strong family with you. Do you like children?
Would you like to have them? I think they should be given birth only =
after
the decision of both father and mother, and then the family will be =
happy.
My husband will always be on the first place for me. If in case he will =
not
want to have children, well than, I will do whatever he says me to do.=20
Take care, my dear, I am waiting fro your reply.
--
Alina
[email protected]
I miss you and your letters... Please write me asap...
Happy Valentines Day!!!
check my new pic!!!
My sweetheart !!!
I would like to start my letter by saying you that I apologize for what =
I
have written you yesterday. I should not have complained.=20
It happened spontaneously=85 Probably that is because you are very close =
to me
and I feel I can open my heart.
Here it is difficult to find an understanding person, first of all =
because
he may just laugh at you, or envy you=85
Sorry once again, I promise not to do this anymore. You have your own
problems and just it is silly of me to give you mine.=20
Long time ago your letters, your thoughts became a part of my life. You
yourself became a part of me.=20
I appreciate your kindness and composure very much. I appreciate your
support which you demonstrate in every your letter.=20
You know, I have recently come to one thought =96 it became difficult =
for me
to rely on someone.=20
I have lost the ability of trusting to the people. It is a cruel world, =
yes
it is. I have not an easy life.
I should think on my own for my living, and definitely, it makes me
stronger.=20
You know, I am not sure I told you, but I was betrayed once by a very =
close
person.=20
It hurted and it still hurts sometimes, but not because I have lost him,
just because the closest people hurt more than anything else.
My love story it not a complicated one, it is the most wide spread story =
in
the world.=20
I was completely in love but he cheated, found someone else and left me. =
And I saw that girl, I saw her with him and just could not figure out =
what
was so special in her?=20
What was her goal? What had she that I didn=92t have?
These are the questions that move on in everybody=92s head when you know =
you
are betrayed.=20
Still I don=92t want to talk about it. Today is a present day, these =
things
were in my past life.
We have letters only to contact with each other, but I still hope that =
you
trust me as I trust you.=20
And I really do. I never thought that it is possible to find someone, to =
be
in love with him, and find him on the Internet.=20
For me it is a device for information, for mailing, nothing more.
I am glad that my destiny has given me the chance to know you. You are a
great person, good friend, nice and beautiful man.
I feel that I can trust you, I know you are honest with me.=20
It is silly because I have never met you in a real life, but I often =
imagine
us holding hands, saying sweet words to each other, staying together.=20
I would very much like to visit you. I would like to see you, I want to =
know
for sure who you are, feel that you are real.=20
If you don=92t mind =96 I could come to your country, I could visit you.
I just believe that we can make it true. Just imagine, all the things I
wrote you can be said=85in person.
It is a serious step, and it can change a lot. Are you ready to know who =
am
I?
Life is short to waste time so desperately like we do this.
If you are really interested in me, I will come to stay with you for =
10-15
days.=20
Still, it depends on you, I don=92t want persuade anybody. We know each =
other
and we both should feel the same.
If you feel that you are not ready for anything serious right now, I =
will
just come to see you, I will still want to be your friend!!!
It is our chance, let us not lose it. As for me I fell that it is the =
time I
can be with somebody whom I can devote myself.=20
If you liked the things I said, let=92s talk about it.
Missing you.......
P.S. I can send you some pics of me in bikini, what do you think about =
it???
P.P.S. And again - Happy Valentines Day!
--
Alina
[email protected]
How are you today? As for me I am not really in the mood.
I have a feeling that I did something wrong.
I have never thought this could happen to me. That I could
fell in love with the person I have never seen in my life.
I want to less the distance between
us so much, to take your hand, to look into your eyes and
to see that you understand my naive soul. I know I shouldn't
be so open. I have to be strong and keep everything inside.
I am too emotional but I don't want you to be scared and run
away. If I could be closer to you and if I could show you my
feelings. I want you so much to see me, to feel my touch.
I would kiss your eyes and say how I love you.
Again I am acting like a silly little girl. I am mad at myself.
But at the same time I can't stop. I want you to know my
feelings. I even thought of coming to you. And I have even
went the tourist agency to check about the visas. And
now I know that the best way for me to come to you is to
get a tourist visa. It will not take much time.
And they told me at the tourist agency that I have a very
good chance to get it. And it is a very good reason for
giving me a visa. I've checked that a visa will cost $400.
(400$ for visa, passport, medical insurance and for all documents)
You know with my salary I just can't afford it. And I will
need your help. It's up to you, of course. But I really hope
you will be able to help me with getting visa.
Please, think about it and let me know.
Do you want me to come to you?
Do you want to meet with me at last? I want it very much.
Hope you too.
I will give you the information for the case you decide to do it.
The best way to send money is to do it via MoneyGram
or Western Union. It is an easy and quick way to get it.
It is necessary to know the full name of receiver.
My full name is Alina Fasyhova.
Kiev, Ukraine
And after sending money, the one who is getting money should know an
Reference number (for Money Gram) - 8 digits,
MTCN (Money Transfer Control Number) - 10 digits
and the sum of money that was sent and the full name of the sender and the city where you are living.
Also you can send money on-line!!!
(please visit http://www.moneygram.com and http://www.westernunion.com and for more information)
Well, I hope that you will think on this information.
You have lots of food for thought.
Please, write me as soon as possible. I am waiting for
your reply.
Love you.
P.S. You can send money to any Money Gram or Western Union of Kiev, Ukraine.
I was told that Money Gram is much more cheaper to send it (about 2 times!!!!)
P.P.S. Also I have asked to copy the following instruction for you:
While you're sending the wire transfer you might be asked to provide information concerning transfer purpose and destination.
In order to speed up the process please reply that these funds are sent to your friend, relative, business partner and etc.
Please do specify that the receiver is known by you personally and also note that these funds are your own money.
Main reason for this request is financial regulations in receiver’s country, so be serious and answer teller’s questions
carefully because incorrect answers could cause a significant delay for the wire to be processed.
--
Alina
please check my pics here http://www.photohost.ru/member/32591" target="_blank">http://www.photohost.ru/member/32591http://hotmail.com" target="_blank
how are you today?
I still have a problem with mailing to you...
please don't be sad I don't know if you receive this letter or not...
I will try to do my best...
***********
here is my first letter, hope you receive it...
***
Hi, I am sorry that I could not reply you earlier, but it was because I
hadn=92t seen your letter.
I was out of town and just it happened to be in the SPAM. Really, I =
don=92t
know what the reason to set it there was.=20
In fact I hope that my letter will be received by you and not placed in =
the
same folder.=20
Still, I think I will switch off the SPAM filter.
I have found your add on the source and I think that you are a really
good-looking man, so am in really interested to get acquainted with you. =
But first of all, I want to describe myself, because probably, you are
interested in my personality.
Oh yeah, I wonder if your is a real one.=20
You know there are a lot of nick-names online, people tend not to use =
their
personal data :-)))
Well, what about me? My name is Alina. I am 28 years old, I am 167
centimeters High (it will be 5.5 foots),=20
and I weight 56 kilograms. I am single, and never had a husband, and I =
have
no children, too.=20
I like to be good-looking, I am slim I like sport and I am keen of =
jogging.
It helps mea lot to keep fit.
If you remember, I am Ukrainian, I live in the capital of the country, =
Kiev,
but not in the very site, in its outskirts.=20
Probably, Thanks to my place of living I can do jogging easily, because =
out
of the city the traffic and the life itself are calmer.=20
Still, I happen to travel to the city very often, because I work as a
waitress in a restaurant, which is located in Kiev.=20
I work every second day there. You know the life in the city? You should =
be
fast, quick-minded and smart to live there.=20
And I have learned this way of life providing that my parents were dead =
when
I was a child.=20
It=92s not easy to say, but very often I feel alone, because I know that =
there
is no one who cares of me.=20
I don=92t like to talk about my Mom and Dad, because it still hurts me.=20
Hey say that growing up you should forget of some terrible things, but I
simply can=92t. I was an only child in my family, so I have no brothers =
or
sisters=85
But don=92t think that I am a looser, it is not true, I love life, I =
enjoy it
in its every way.
I know that even a bad situation can have something positive. I =
appreciate
experience. I live a normal complete life.
I think I have everything by now=85No, not everything=85Still there is =
one thing
I can=92t reach.=20
I would very much like to have a close friend.=20
Some person that will let me cry on his shoulder, who will let me tell =
him
everything, who will manage to calm me down,=20
someone who will love and to whom I can give my love. I am a very caring
person I can devote myself completely to the one I love.=20
For me it is something special to see the person I like smiling and =
happy.=20
As all in loved people I always tend to see the pros. We are not perfect =
and
to love means to accept the way we are.
So I finish my latter here because I am writing you from an internet =
cafe
and my time is over. I have no pc.=20
I will trine you every second day because I will need to be in the city.
Alina
[email protected]
P.S. Please, answer me asap that I knew that I am interesting to you.
I am so sorry for my silence.
Computers of the Internet center have been infected with a virus and
the administration has decided to close it before full clearing all
computers.
To me has carried!!! My computer has not been infected!!!
I have not lost all given as other clients!
Alina
[email protected]
P.S. Please, answer me asap that I knew that I am interesting to you.
I will send you more pics in my next letters!!!
I am so glad that you have replied.
I have absolutely forgotten about the track of time while reading your
letter.=20
I can say for sure if I have written or not but I will repeat it once =
again
if you are interested -
I live in Ukraine, not in Kiev itself, though very close to it
I am 28, My height is 167 centimeters, my weight is 60s kilograms.
I am single and have no children. I have never been married.
I don=92t even think of finding someone abroad =96 it is not the goal of =
my
life.=20
One day I just came in internet cafe in order to find some necessary
information and found you.
So I thought =96 Why not to try? It could be someone interesting and =
caring...
I think it was a chance for both of us.
I wouldn=92t say that all the guys in Ukraine are bad. Every nation has =
its
losers and winners.
Still, the majority of them are spoilt by the women=92s attention. Our =
men
don=92t care about how we really feel.=20
They can be very rude and what irritates me most is that they drink too =
much
of alcohol.
I want to find a caring person, loving and interesting man.
Though according to my profession =96 I am a teacher, I work as a =
waitress in
order to live and earn some money.
Here it is a bit difficult to find work even if you have a diploma.=20
I firstly worked as a teacher in a small local school but my salary was =
so
miserable and small that I couldn=92t even afford paying my bills.=20
Though still I enjoyed very much my work. I like children because they =
are
the flowers of our life.=20
I think I am good at speaking English. My language was formed in the
Institute where I was studying for 5 years.
Dear I have one question for you. Why have you preferred internet for
finding a woman?
It is great to have internet because people from all over the world can =
get
connected it is wonderful!
My question is a bit personal, so I you don=92t want to reply =96 just =
pretend
that you haven=92t read it and I will understand.=20
You seem to be a good person, open-minded and honest =96 as for me you =
should
have no problems with finding a girlfriend in your own country.=20
I am looking forward to your reply.
P.S. do you want see more pics of me??
Alina
[email protected]
P.P.S. Here is my first letter about me I think that you don't =
receive...
Hi!!!!
The time is gone and I have not a new letters from you. Do you have a
problems or do not want to write to me?
Please write a reason because I waiting your letters every day and I =
want to
know what happened.
****
I am so glad that you have replied.
I have absolutely forgotten about the track of time while reading your
letter.=20
I can say for sure if I have written or not but I will repeat it once =
again
if you are interested -
I live in Ukraine, not in Kiev itself, though very close to it
I am 28, My height is 167 centimeters, my weight is 60s kilograms.
I am single and have no children. I have never been married.
I don=92t even think of finding someone abroad =96 it is not the goal of =
my
life.=20
One day I just came in internet cafe in order to find some necessary
information and found you.
So I thought =96 Why not to try? It could be someone interesting and =
caring...
I think it was a chance for both of us.
I wouldn=92t say that all the guys in Ukraine are bad. Every nation has =
its
losers and winners.
Still, the majority of them are spoilt by the women=92s attention. Our =
men
don=92t care about how we really feel.=20
They can be very rude and what irritates me most is that they drink too =
much
of alcohol.
I want to find a caring person, loving and interesting man.
Though according to my profession =96 I am a teacher, I work as a =
waitress in
order to live and earn some money.
Here it is a bit difficult to find work even if you have a diploma.=20
I firstly worked as a teacher in a small local school but my salary was =
so
miserable and small that I couldn=92t even afford paying my bills.=20
Though still I enjoyed very much my work. I like children because they =
are
the flowers of our life.=20
I think I am good at speaking English. My language was formed in the
Institute where I was studying for 5 years.
Dear I have one question for you. Why have you preferred internet for
finding a woman?
It is great to have internet because people from all over the world can =
get
connected it is wonderful!
My question is a bit personal, so I you don=92t want to reply =96 just =
pretend
that you haven=92t read it and I will understand.=20
You seem to be a good person, open-minded and honest =96 as for me you =
should
have no problems with finding a girlfriend in your own country.=20
I am looking forward to your reply.
P.S. do you want see more pics of me??
Alina
[email protected]
P.P.S. Here is my first letter about me I think that you don't =
receive...
do you like the pics I have sent you???
Why you don't write me??
It because that you don't remember me???
Read my letters...
What are doing this weekend?
****
I am so glad that you have replied.
I have absolutely forgotten about the track of time while reading your
letter.=20
I can say for sure if I have written or not but I will repeat it once =
again
if you are interested -
I live in Ukraine, not in Kiev itself, though very close to it
I am 28, My height is 167 centimeters, my weight is 60s kilograms.
I am single and have no children. I have never been married.
I don=92t even think of finding someone abroad =96 it is not the goal of =
my
life.=20
One day I just came in internet cafe in order to find some necessary
information and found you.
So I thought =96 Why not to try? It could be someone interesting and =
caring...
I think it was a chance for both of us.
I wouldn=92t say that all the guys in Ukraine are bad. Every nation has =
its
losers and winners.
Still, the majority of them are spoilt by the women=92s attention. Our =
men
don=92t care about how we really feel.=20
They can be very rude and what irritates me most is that they drink too =
much
of alcohol.
I want to find a caring person, loving and interesting man.
Though according to my profession =96 I am a teacher, I work as a =
waitress in
order to live and earn some money.
Here it is a bit difficult to find work even if you have a diploma.=20
I firstly worked as a teacher in a small local school but my salary was =
so
miserable and small that I couldn=92t even afford paying my bills.=20
Though still I enjoyed very much my work. I like children because they =
are
the flowers of our life.=20
I think I am good at speaking English. My language was formed in the
Institute where I was studying for 5 years.
Dear I have one question for you. Why have you preferred internet for
finding a woman?
It is great to have internet because people from all over the world can =
get
connected it is wonderful!
My question is a bit personal, so I you don=92t want to reply =96 just =
pretend
that you haven=92t read it and I will understand.=20
You seem to be a good person, open-minded and honest =96 as for me you =
should
have no problems with finding a girlfriend in your own country.=20
I am looking forward to your reply.
P.S. do you want see more pics of me??
Alina
[email protected]
P.P.S. Here is my first letter about me I think that you don't =
receive...
Hi, darling! What a wonderful feeling I have every time I see your =
letter.
I realized just now that I was smiling while opening your letter. =
However,
poor those people who were in the cafe, too.
Probably my reaction was strange to them.=20
Well, I will explain what an internet cafe is here, because you may have =
not
this thing in your country.=20
So here it is a place where different people, strangers to each other, =
come
to use an internet access, because all of them have no their personal
computers at home.
Some people come to find necessary information, other people- to write a
letter to someone. This is my case.=20
You have a special payment =96 some sum of money per hour and you can =
use the
line as long as you want.
You know, I understood today, that I have absolutely no problems with
writing to you, it is like I have known you for ages.
It is like I can tell you everything openly, without being scared of =
being
judged or scolded=85=20
I can speak freely and honestly. Probably, that is because I can=92t see =
you.=20
But in general I hate the people who lie; I think it is a disadvantage,
because even the world could be better if there were less of these =
people.
By the word, what do you think about the betrayal? Would you forgive it?
I think I wouldn=92t =91cos it is awful.
Because of this I am sure I will never do this to anyone, it is better =
to
say the truth, to stop the things happen, to finish up, but not to =
betray.=20
Are you interested in my city?
It is very beautiful, green and cozy. There are lots of parks and =
flowers
blossoming all around in the spring.
I find it very romantic to walk there when there is a night the stars =
are
shining all above my head.
By the way, are you a romantic person?=20
Do you like animals? I adore dogs. They are sensitive and faithful. They
love their owners just because they are made like this.=20
So here I will finish my letter. I will just write one more thing =96 I =
am
always looking forward to your replies.
Have a good day!
P.S. What do you think about my new pics? I will send some new pics in =
next
few days.
Hope you liked my small present to you...
P.P.S here is my previous letter
******
Hi, my sweet!!!
You know, when I receive your letter I have some amazing feelings. It =
can
calm me down or it was excite me.
Sometimes my hands tremble and everything falls down. Right now it was =
the
second case.=20
All the documents I carried fell down of my hands. Even a pen I was
holding...=20
You should have seen the faces of the people here in the Internet cafe. =
So
funny!
They must have thought that I am disabled.=20
But I was so gland that I simply kept smiling. Just now I imagine how =
silly
I was looking to all of them.=20
But I don=92t care, because I have received a letter from someone I care =
of...
You know, I write my letters being at home on a sheet of paper and only =
when
they are ready I go to the cafe and send them to you. Hope there is =
nothing
wrong if I share my private life and my hopes and sorrows with you. I =
know
we are still not close enough, but I feel at ease with you. I feel like =
I
can rely on you. .. Certainly, it would be wonderful =96 see you in a =
real
life, just in order to figure out if we could create something serious.
Actually, I am planning to visit you. Really. Internet was a wonderful =
thing
to start knowing you. But right now it is not enough anymore, for me it =
is
not enough. It doesn=92t give you the complete idea of the person you =
are
talking to so I keep guessing who you are. That is why I think it is a =
good
idea =96 to arrange a trip to see you. But still, it will be good enough =
just
to write letters to each other and try to understand if we are a good =
match
at least on the moral level. We both have some life priorities.
I have already told you that I am single and have no children. Our men =
are
not so bad=85 Let=92s say that in every country there are the bad people =
and the
good ones. My country is not an exception. Here there are more women =
than
men, so with all the attention one guy is paid he soon becomes quite a =
nasty
one. However, every lady wants to be treated well =96 that is another
disadvantage of your men. Moreover, they drink a lot, I mean our men. =
And I
have people who drink. As for me, I don=92t need much money; I want to =
find a
caring and honest person. I am very loving and tender myself. I know =
that I
will give a world to someone who I love. I am single and as you =
understand
there is nothing and no one to give love to. One day I decided to find
someone on Internet, who knows, it may be a good way of finding someone.
Well, ok. I am now going to tell you some words about me. What concerns =
my
interests =96 I like cooking. I can cook different salads, soups, =
Italian
pasta, souses, cakes and biscuits. I like inventing something new, =
trying
some new things, changing something in my life. I like going to the
restaurants. Unfortunately, I cannot do this every week on month because =
my
salary limits me very much so usually it happens when some of my friends =
has
a party, a birthday, things like that. When I try a dish I like to =
figure
out what were the ingredients =96 just some kind of a hobby for me, too. =
Dear can you name your favorite dish? I like all the national dishes.
What is your favorite color? I like blue, black and white. I like =
watching
movies and different films when I am free. It is easy for me because I =
have
an old video player. It is very very old, but I like it, I am used to it =
and
it works perfectly. I rent some video cassettes or ask my friends for =
some
of them. Oh, I can watch the films all day. It is my best pastime in =
cold
winter evenings. I get to my bed, make me feel cozy, bring some tea and =
my
evening starts. As every woman I like love stories and sometimes soap
operas. But I adore comedies and horrors, too. I like horrors, really, =
but I
get scared very fats and turn it off. It is better to watch them with
somebody who can calm you down.
What is your favorite movie? Do you have any favorite actress or actor?
I like Tom Cruise very much and Angelina Jolie. I think she is =
absolutely
gorgeous. I have never traveled outside the Ukraine. And you?
Have you ever made a trip to some foreign country?
I am also found of languages. I am now trying to improve my English by
talking to you. But it is more sufficient when someone corrects you.=20
My second hobby is sport. As I have already told you I like jogging, it
helps me to keep
Fit. I also go to the swimming pool as I think it helps a lot for being
slim.=20
I don't have a habit of smoking and drinking. But other smokers don=92t =
bother
me.
I am a Ukrainian Christian Orthodox. I sometimes go to the church. What =
else
to say=85I had so much to tell you but when I started thinking of you =
somehow
the thoughts disappeared.=20
I hope you like the way we talk to each other, because I appreciate it =
very
much.=20
I am looking forward to your reply.
Please, feel free to ask me any question.
P.S. When is your birthday? Mine is 7 of March.
P.P.S. please check my new pics hope you like it
Alina
[email protected]
Unfortunately, I have received nothing from you today. What a pity!
I have come to the Internet cafe feeling really good because I thought =
there
would be something from you.
But in fact my mail is empty.=20
My reaction is strange, it is like I feel I have no rights to scold you, =
but
I would very much like to know what happened to you and why have you
disappear.
You may be busy, full of some urgent things to do. Still, like I child I =
am
waiting for the news from you and I will wait as much as it is needed.=20
I hope you will find some time for me and write me something, just a =
phrase
to cheer me up.=20
*****
Hi, darling! What a wonderful feeling I have every time I see your =
letter.
I realized just now that I was smiling while opening your letter. =
However,
poor those people who were in the cafe, too.
Probably my reaction was strange to them.=20
Well, I will explain what an internet cafe is here, because you may have =
not
this thing in your country.=20
So here it is a place where different people, strangers to each other, =
come
to use an internet access, because all of them have no their personal
computers at home.
Some people come to find necessary information, other people- to write a
letter to someone. This is my case.=20
You have a special payment =96 some sum of money per hour and you can =
use the
line as long as you want.
You know, I understood today, that I have absolutely no problems with
writing to you, it is like I have known you for ages.
It is like I can tell you everything openly, without being scared of =
being
judged or scolded=85=20
I can speak freely and honestly. Probably, that is because I can=92t see =
you.=20
But in general I hate the people who lie; I think it is a disadvantage,
because even the world could be better if there were less of these =
people.
By the word, what do you think about the betrayal? Would you forgive it?
I think I wouldn=92t =91cos it is awful.
Because of this I am sure I will never do this to anyone, it is better =
to
say the truth, to stop the things happen, to finish up, but not to =
betray.=20
Are you interested in my city?
It is very beautiful, green and cozy. There are lots of parks and =
flowers
blossoming all around in the spring.
I find it very romantic to walk there when there is a night the stars =
are
shining all above my head.
By the way, are you a romantic person?=20
Do you like animals? I adore dogs. They are sensitive and faithful. They
love their owners just because they are made like this.=20
So here I will finish my letter. I will just write one more thing =96 I =
am
always looking forward to your replies.
Have a good day!
P.S. What do you think about my new pics? I will send some new pics in =
next
few days.
Hope you liked my small present to you...
P.P.S here is my previous letter
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Hi, darling... I am not in a mood today. Just somehow I feel tired and
exhausted.
You know, actually, I am fed up with my work. I work for 9, sometimes =
even
more hours a day.
My job requires me to be calm and patient, you know.=20
Being a waitress you should be polite with clients,
smile when they tell you some vulgar joke and be welcoming to those who =
are
in the restaurant for the first time.=20
My salary is about 200 dollars a month which is not as high-high as I =
would
like it to be.=20
I am not afraid of work, but I know that my work should be more paid.
To tell the truth, these 200 dollars are good enough just for =
bills-paying,
no money is left, I would like to have a PC, but still, it costs a lot.=20
Just I imagine how it could be if I would have one. Write you every day, =
one
two three letters...
I also cannot write you so often because of our stupid rules here =96 =
one
should pay for every received and sent letter.
What a shame! We live in such a modern world! I am really sorry for
complaining, just you are the only one I can do this.
I hope you will understand me. That is some kind of nervous breakdown.=20
Every single letter I get from you makes me feel better, much better. It
raises my mood.=20
Please, tell me more about your country. Are there any stupid rules like
here? I am interested in every single thing you are connected with.=20
Here in this country I feel unprotected, vulnerable, and poor sometimes. =
It
is like you work and work every day, but earn nothing.
It is because of this the people here are unfriendly and rude. It is
fantastic to have you in my life.=20
You are so patient and understanding.=20
I want to thank you for everything you have done for me! And thank you =
for
being with me all this time. You are my only friend.=20
I already miss you...
P.S. Can you say me your full name
Mine is
Alina Fasyhova
Kiev, Ukraine
P.P.S. I am sending you my new pic, what do you think of them?...
my previous letter
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Hi, my precious!!!
I hope that nothing happened and you are in a good mood. Please, be =
careful,
and take care of yourself. Reply me as soon as you can.
I will be waiting for you, I promise. I would very much like to ask you =
to
send me some more photos of yours. Chose those best that you have.=20
I am planning to print them and set them in a framework. Than I will put =
the
framework on my desk and will watch you from time to time.=20
It will make me feel closer to you.=20
Some mornings, when I wake up I just try to figure out if everything is
real; I mean if you are real or was it just a dream.
These moments I just need something to prove that you exist. So your =
photo
will help me.
You are the sun that shines and lets me see the way in a dark and dump
world. Have no other words to describe my feelings.
I have a smile on my face when I wake up, because my first thought is =
about
you!!!
Can I ask you for something?
Could you please send me some your best photo, so I could hang it on my =
wall
and every morning before waking up see you again and again?=20
You know, I had an amazing dream last night. We both were on some =
unknown
island; it was beautiful, isolated from all the rest of the world.
There were just two of us. You were holding my hands and you were =
silent. No
words were needed. That was great. We were so close to each other.=20
I felt to be the happiest woman in the word because I knew you were so
close. It was something special, the feeling, the passion I had and =
love.
Do you dream about me? Can you tell me of them if it is not too private =
for
you?
You know, probably, it is too silly to say, but I feel like I could have
created a strong family with you. Do you like children?
Would you like to have them? I think they should be given birth only =
after
the decision of both father and mother, and then the family will be =
happy.
My husband will always be on the first place for me. If in case he will =
not
want to have children, well than, I will do whatever he says me to do.=20
Take care, my dear, I am waiting fro your reply.
--
Alina
[email protected]
I miss you and your letters... Please write me asap...
Happy Valentines Day!!!
check my new pic!!!
My sweetheart !!!
I would like to start my letter by saying you that I apologize for what =
I
have written you yesterday. I should not have complained.=20
It happened spontaneously=85 Probably that is because you are very close =
to me
and I feel I can open my heart.
Here it is difficult to find an understanding person, first of all =
because
he may just laugh at you, or envy you=85
Sorry once again, I promise not to do this anymore. You have your own
problems and just it is silly of me to give you mine.=20
Long time ago your letters, your thoughts became a part of my life. You
yourself became a part of me.=20
I appreciate your kindness and composure very much. I appreciate your
support which you demonstrate in every your letter.=20
You know, I have recently come to one thought =96 it became difficult =
for me
to rely on someone.=20
I have lost the ability of trusting to the people. It is a cruel world, =
yes
it is. I have not an easy life.
I should think on my own for my living, and definitely, it makes me
stronger.=20
You know, I am not sure I told you, but I was betrayed once by a very =
close
person.=20
It hurted and it still hurts sometimes, but not because I have lost him,
just because the closest people hurt more than anything else.
My love story it not a complicated one, it is the most wide spread story =
in
the world.=20
I was completely in love but he cheated, found someone else and left me. =
And I saw that girl, I saw her with him and just could not figure out =
what
was so special in her?=20
What was her goal? What had she that I didn=92t have?
These are the questions that move on in everybody=92s head when you know =
you
are betrayed.=20
Still I don=92t want to talk about it. Today is a present day, these =
things
were in my past life.
We have letters only to contact with each other, but I still hope that =
you
trust me as I trust you.=20
And I really do. I never thought that it is possible to find someone, to =
be
in love with him, and find him on the Internet.=20
For me it is a device for information, for mailing, nothing more.
I am glad that my destiny has given me the chance to know you. You are a
great person, good friend, nice and beautiful man.
I feel that I can trust you, I know you are honest with me.=20
It is silly because I have never met you in a real life, but I often =
imagine
us holding hands, saying sweet words to each other, staying together.=20
I would very much like to visit you. I would like to see you, I want to =
know
for sure who you are, feel that you are real.=20
If you don=92t mind =96 I could come to your country, I could visit you.
I just believe that we can make it true. Just imagine, all the things I
wrote you can be said=85in person.
It is a serious step, and it can change a lot. Are you ready to know who =
am
I?
Life is short to waste time so desperately like we do this.
If you are really interested in me, I will come to stay with you for =
10-15
days.=20
Still, it depends on you, I don=92t want persuade anybody. We know each =
other
and we both should feel the same.
If you feel that you are not ready for anything serious right now, I =
will
just come to see you, I will still want to be your friend!!!
It is our chance, let us not lose it. As for me I fell that it is the =
time I
can be with somebody whom I can devote myself.=20
If you liked the things I said, let=92s talk about it.
Missing you.......
P.S. I can send you some pics of me in bikini, what do you think about =
it???
P.P.S. And again - Happy Valentines Day!
--
Alina
[email protected]